Specially dedicating this entry to my one and only Kris darling, my eternity love.
I read darling's blog yesterday, I miss her. Read her entry for miee. So sad. So touching. Feels like crying. =( and now, it's my turn to write an entry, especially for her. Really, miss her. Like she said. Though June holidays brought us together again, but school reopens, separate us again. Now, with the addition of Ze yi and Jaryl, it is an addition of laughter and joy. Darling, I hope we will stay side by side with each other. Regardless of time, of distance. Kris darling, I love youu, always and forever. Youu are the first person, or rather the one and only, who I have the most confidence that no matter what, youu will be with miee. That youu will never leave miee for anything. And I mean anything! Youu are the only one, whom I am absolutely deeply in love with, with lots and lots of love for youu. My love for youu never dies. Never fade away. This feeling is the feeling that until now, Zhanyu cannot assure miee. However, I found it on youu. Darling, I need youu. Please don't ever leave miee. We spent many time together, the memories you left miee is indescribable. They come in dozens. They will never be erased. Darling, I need youu alright? Don't ever leave miee, okiee? Every now and then, I will think of our past. The times we had in band, playing our instruments. And all your 'how' after band's performances. All your complaints about miee being loud. About my piccolo being sharp or what. And being tolerant towards my late coming each time we meet out. For concert or what.
Darling, thank youu for being so thoughtful. For being so understanding towards my weird character. This is why I love youu so much. Youu are the one and only who understands miee so much. Knows what the reason behind each time I cried is. Youu are the only one who never fails to cheer miee upp from my sadness. Never failed to make my day rocks with your lame stuffs. And all our wearing sunglass in concert hall. When it is actually dark til we can't really see lerx. And our crapping while shopping. Our jokes. Our 'why's. I think that is when our love started to grow so strong, right? And our testimonials in friendster. Always so long. More than 1000 words. Sometimes upp to 3000 words, right? Which is like, continuous from the previous testimonial? Just like when we message each other. Sometimes it's so long. And your Christmas card last year which made miee cried. Our band Christmas dinner at takashimaya. At Seoul garden. Our photos. Kris darling. I miss youu! I need youu to ease my missing towards youu! I need youu now. Very much. =(. Feels like hugging youu now. Feels like being with youu all the time. Feels like wanting the time being controlled by us, so we will have all the time we want on earth. That it will never end with youu by my side. I want the both of us to always be together. That we will never be parted. And our distance will never be drifted apart due to time. I know we will never leave each other in lurk, I know we will stay by each other, no matter what happens. I know we will, 'cause within us, we care a lot for each other. Darling, youu are my love, youu are my everything. Everything will be in a mess without you. Everything will be boring without you. I need youu for almost everything in my life. I hope youu know this. And last of all, as I told youu many times, youu will always be in my heart. Never will I forget youu. And I mean, NEVER.
Darling, I love youu always and forever. =)
Loving youu always,
Your CS Darling.
I read darling's blog yesterday, I miss her. Read her entry for miee. So sad. So touching. Feels like crying. =( and now, it's my turn to write an entry, especially for her. Really, miss her. Like she said. Though June holidays brought us together again, but school reopens, separate us again. Now, with the addition of Ze yi and Jaryl, it is an addition of laughter and joy. Darling, I hope we will stay side by side with each other. Regardless of time, of distance. Kris darling, I love youu, always and forever. Youu are the first person, or rather the one and only, who I have the most confidence that no matter what, youu will be with miee. That youu will never leave miee for anything. And I mean anything! Youu are the only one, whom I am absolutely deeply in love with, with lots and lots of love for youu. My love for youu never dies. Never fade away. This feeling is the feeling that until now, Zhanyu cannot assure miee. However, I found it on youu. Darling, I need youu. Please don't ever leave miee. We spent many time together, the memories you left miee is indescribable. They come in dozens. They will never be erased. Darling, I need youu alright? Don't ever leave miee, okiee? Every now and then, I will think of our past. The times we had in band, playing our instruments. And all your 'how' after band's performances. All your complaints about miee being loud. About my piccolo being sharp or what. And being tolerant towards my late coming each time we meet out. For concert or what.
Darling, thank youu for being so thoughtful. For being so understanding towards my weird character. This is why I love youu so much. Youu are the one and only who understands miee so much. Knows what the reason behind each time I cried is. Youu are the only one who never fails to cheer miee upp from my sadness. Never failed to make my day rocks with your lame stuffs. And all our wearing sunglass in concert hall. When it is actually dark til we can't really see lerx. And our crapping while shopping. Our jokes. Our 'why's. I think that is when our love started to grow so strong, right? And our testimonials in friendster. Always so long. More than 1000 words. Sometimes upp to 3000 words, right? Which is like, continuous from the previous testimonial? Just like when we message each other. Sometimes it's so long. And your Christmas card last year which made miee cried. Our band Christmas dinner at takashimaya. At Seoul garden. Our photos. Kris darling. I miss youu! I need youu to ease my missing towards youu! I need youu now. Very much. =(. Feels like hugging youu now. Feels like being with youu all the time. Feels like wanting the time being controlled by us, so we will have all the time we want on earth. That it will never end with youu by my side. I want the both of us to always be together. That we will never be parted. And our distance will never be drifted apart due to time. I know we will never leave each other in lurk, I know we will stay by each other, no matter what happens. I know we will, 'cause within us, we care a lot for each other. Darling, youu are my love, youu are my everything. Everything will be in a mess without you. Everything will be boring without you. I need youu for almost everything in my life. I hope youu know this. And last of all, as I told youu many times, youu will always be in my heart. Never will I forget youu. And I mean, NEVER.
Darling, I love youu always and forever. =)
Loving youu always,
Your CS Darling.
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