Wednesday, July 20, 2005

hellosz....

hellos! Back le. Hmm. Just came back from school. Hahaz. Yupp. Err. Celebrated racial harmony day today. I wore kebaya. The one I bought last year. Hahaz.

Ehh. Recently. Hmm. I mean for the past few days. Hahaz. Sunday pei dear go changkat. For performance. Then go ECP. Haiz. I see Alan there, trying to curry favour with Kelvin. Kinda pissed off lolz. Watts his motive man! just an idiotic asshole! So damn farking pissing lolz. Ass him!

Forget it. Talk abut today. Hahaz. Had fun today. Heheez. Seeing all the students in the traditional costume is so nice! Hahaz. In the Japanese suit, Korean suit, all the races traditional costumes. So nice lolz. I love especially the Korean outfit. So cute lolz. But it's kinda complicated to wear. Hahaz. =D

Ohhh yaa. Last Sunday went to dear's house before going to changkat. Then happened to saw watt Maria wrote inside his diary. (jealous!). then tried to contact her, wanna ask her how come she wrote in his dairy, is it because she went to his house? But she never reply my message. *Ohhh. I tried messaging her the next day, still no reply. Today message her, ask her if there's anything happened to her, why she never reply my message, but still no reply. (kinda worry le.) hmm. I mean. i'm trying very hard to have the kind of mother-daughter feelings towards her since she started to call miee mummy. can't be reject her ask her to scram kinda thing right? i'm not that hard-hearted laa. =P. don't know why when it comes to feelings kinda things, my heart will soften down. Unless I really feel damn, bloody farking hurt laa. If not there's still room for discussion to talk out better laa. I mean. Who wants to have more enemy? Right? Dumb then wanna have ahh. Hahaz. Haiz. I kinda still wondering why lolz. Hmm. Maybe when she reads my blog, she saw my watt I wrote here, she'll explain to miee bax. Sorry daughter, your this mummy is way too sensitive le. I think among all your mummies, i'm the only one like that right? =X

Hmm. Anyway, had a great day with dear. Hahaz. And all my darlings at changkat! Heheez. After going to ECP, Edmond send miee to botanic garden. Hahaz. Then meet all the NCO peoples. Cool man! see catholic high is like as if i'm watching their concert again! Hahaz. Voted them for the grooviest band! But ended upp Marsiling got the award. So sad. But still congrats azam and ahmad. Hahaz. Hurray! Ehh. After that went to far east eat! Our old place man! the old aunty shop! Where NCO peoples went to eat during NCO camp! Hahaz. =D. cool man! Heheez.

These few days, messaged dear. Talked to him. Hmm. don't know how to say lehz. Feelings towards him. Is strong. But I hope it won't fade away in years to come. Or maybe later part of the year. Get watt I mean? Hmm. I also not sure watt am I talking here laa. Like so suddenly talk about this right? Hahaz. I wanna love him for the rest of my life, but my heart has to stay firm. Hopefully there won't be any other guys who can touched my heart so deeply as he does. =P. I hope if he ever visits my blog, dear, don't ails over this okiee? Smile always. Remember our promise? Yeshh. I hope youu remembers! And youu've got not choice BUT to memorise it! Heheez. I made it compulsory for youu to do so! So youu've got no choice! NO CHOICE!

Ahh~ hmm. don't know lehz. I miss dear lerx. Hahaz. =D. miss his voice, miss his face. Miss his everything. Hahaz. Wonder how long will I be able to see him from now. hmm. Yaa. that's my '?'. hahaz. Scarly tmr I meet with accident sia. Hahaz. *touchwood!* Heheez. I know I shouldn't be pessimistic. Hahaz. i'll try to laa. Heheez. =D okiee. Look at the bright side of life! Hahaz. Wa kau. Like siao cha bo like that sia. Hahaz.

Diaoz lolz. Hahaz. Okiee laa. Enough of crapping around. Gotta go lerx. Need to search for SYF photos. Take care peoples! Miss youu guys. Ohhh yaa. Maria. If youu think explaining to miee in message is better, message miee okiee? Cause I can't get youu. =X

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