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Today is Yuzhen darling's birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOGONG! =P

Hahaz. Skipped POA lesson today. It was a sudden lesson, I wasn't prepared. Moreover, I don't have any POA materials with miee. Therefore, I don't think I want to go. Furthermore, I am supposed to meet my beloved Kris darling today! At bugis, 4:15pm! She wants to buy new phone. Yupp. Err. Then go with her lolz. Hahaz. Didn't go band today. Yaa. Rather finds it meaningless to go lehz. Haiz. don't know laa. My god-sisters from band really hurt miee. Disappoint miee to the core. I thought by now, they would be mature enough to think, somehow, they don't seems to be able to do so. Haiz. So many years in band, so many scolding. I grew up with them together in band, but why aren't they treating band the way I do?? I really don't understand. They seem to be so perfectly good on the outside but flaws on the inside. Just like an apple, when youu look at it, it looks so fresh and nice, but when youu bite it. Youu realized that it is rotten. This is watt is happening now. Hypocrites! Too many hypocrites! Too many!

Disappointments led to distrust then led to a break down in friendship or relationship. Worse come to worse, friendship ended and couples broke upp. Well, rather stupid laa. If one does thing to disappoint people. On the other hand, youu know? In front of youu is a perfectionist, but behind youu is just a piece of junk. Ha. Watt nonsense. I HATE HYPOCRITES! I HATE LIARS! I don't know why. Why must they treat miee this way? In font of miee always gossip about other people. However, when they face that person, it will become another story! +++Watt do YOUU mean by ''watt CheeSim said might not be my stand?'' Aren't watt I said is true? Why must YOUU lie to miee? Are YOUU trying to worsen my friendship with her? Why must YOUU do this to miee? Apart from this, I know YOUU have been taking miee as a substitute of her, but I don't mind. Watt I can't take it is that YOUU knew I hate liars, yet YOUU are one! YOUU knew I hate hypocrites, yet YOUU are one. Watt are YOUU trying to do? Make miee hate YOUU? I don't know watt YOUU really look for in a friendship. I am looking for sincerity and truthfulness. Youu? Lies? YOUU seems to be an upright leader but why are YOUU doing this to miee? Watts the reason behind each lie? Can YOUU explain? Can YOUU not run away from the problem? I want an explanation. We were once so close. I don't wish to lose YOUU as my friend. But YOUU cheated my feeling, YOUU hurt miee!!! YOUU HURT MIEE!!!! It is as though there is millions of knives stabbing my heart, YOUU know that? Can YOUU feel my pain? No, YOUU can't. YOUU don't have mutual feelings, YOUU don't know how I feels each time YOUU hurt miee. Why? Why must YOUU treat miee this way when I really take YOUU as my close friend? Why? :(+++

Haiz. Drop this sadness bax. Back to Kris darling. I was saying she buying new phone right? Yupp. She bought Samsung P730C. Yaa. $898 lolz. Almost $900. Woah~ she names it 'Edison'. Like watt the?? Hahaz. Then we shop around bugis. Looking for white skirt. See if there is any suitable one for next Monday celebration. However, can't find. Hahaz. Never mind, going to Far East with qianhui this Sunday to look for it. =) Yupp! And Kris, don't keep talking to Edison hor. People will think youu are mad! Cause youu're simply crazy, talking to a phone!!! Hahaz.

In addition, yesterday received a message from ah yap, my primary school friend. Telling miee that there will be a gathering this Saturday. They are eating steamboat at marina south. Hahaz. Alright lolz. Heheez. Hmm. This Friday, TPJC concert, I think both miee and Kris is going to rush for it. Cause we going for band. Then have to go straight from school. Of course, I must bring home clothes? Or should I just wear school uniform? Like so the weird lolz. Wear school U for concert. Hahaz. Actually, feel like jabot-ting band on Friday. However, darling coming, so go lolz. Hahaz.

Haiz. I hope that all my darlings, laogongs' presence will cheer miee upp. Haiz. Don't want to vexed over stupid stuffs lolz. Okiee laa. Tired lerx. Night people. Take care!