Thursday, August 18, 2005

dear's bdae. =P

Today is my Bao Bei, my honey, my hubby, my beloved, my sweetheart, my dear's birthday!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!!!!! Love youu so much. Ahahaz. Finally, turn 17 yeah? Same as miee lerx worx. Heheez. =)

Haiz. Finally, dear is 17 lerx!! Heheez. Happy? Hmm. I hope he had a wonderful day yeah? Ahahaz. Heard from him that he went out with his family in the morning. Then back home by 2:30pm. Ahahaz. However, I was like, just out of school, at Trevor's house, changing? Yupp. Then meet him at his house at 3:30pm. Hahaz. Yaa. He was sleeping when I reach his house lolz! Like a pig. Birthday boy still sleep so much! Aiyoo. Heheez. Looks like I seems to be more happy then him lolz. =) Maybe lolz.

After reaching his house, we went to ECP, together with his brother, mother and father. Yupp. The three of us, as in miee, dear and his brother, went to skate around. Then his mother stays near rink there and his father went to attend some lesson. Then after that skate to lagoon. Hahaz. For a drink then continue to skate to jetty there and a little down. Near the toilet. Ahahaz. Nearly trip and fall while skating, cause of the seeds and durians. Idiot. Heheez. Then miee and dear seat at the bench there lolz. *romantic time* Don't tell youu watt happen lehz. Heheez. Hahaz. I hope that tonight will be a very happy and wonderful night for dear as this is the first year I celebrated his birthday with, and it is at ECP, skating with him. =P Hahaz. Right my honey? Well, of course, after that went back to rink, cause aunty Helen bought a cake for him, want to celebrate his birthday for him. Therefore, skate back to rink lolz. Meet his mother and brother at coffee shop first, cause they eating there maa. Ahahaz. Then go back rink lolz. Then leave ECP by 10+. Heheez. Go back to dear house again and leave his house by 11+. Reach home around 12+. Yupp. Summary for the day bax. Yaa. Ahahaz.

Alright, now is time for serious matter. A speech or rather a note for my dear, my beloved. I hope that he gets to read this entry specially meant for him. =P

Dear, it is the first time of these three years that I celebrated your birthday with youu right? I hope that youu will be very happy on this special occasion as it is once a year. I am sorry that I was not able to accompany youu for the previous years due to my mother. I hope youu can be more understanding towards her, as there will be more chances for miee to be by side in the years to come. However, as for her, I do not know how much time I will have with her. Therefore, I need youu to understand this alright? Don't blame her when she wants miee to be home early some time, because she wants miee to spend more time with her only, okiee? Sorry horx. Always make youu worry about miee due to my carelessness. Even on your birthday also. So sorry. Hmm. Well, this year, took out my time to accompany youu, which I am not allowed to be because I wish to amend my past years's absent for your birthday. I want youu to be happy youu know? Also, I hope youu realize that I have taken a lot of my time to accompany youu this year which again, I am not allowed to be cause of my O levels. Nevertheless, I put youu as my first priority still because I know I need youu very much. Moreover, I want youu to realize it not through my words but my actions. All because I know, I cannot afford to lose youu once more. Youu might be wondering, why is it that I always tell youu I am willing to leave for this and that. Well, yeshh, I am willing to leave IF ONLY youu will stay happy, alright? =P. For now, I know I will not leave youu and I need youu to assure miee that youu think the same as miee. I need youu to make miee feel secured, that youu will not want to leave miee again. Okiee? Youu are not young kid lerx. I know somehow, youu depend a lot on miee, but youu need to grow upp and be more matured okiee? I am not saying that youu are not matured but there is still some childishness in youu, which I love it. Cause it is the cuteness in youu. =D. Youu are just so lovely that I love youu so much laa. Heheez. Dear, I never want to leave youu unless I am forced to. So if one day I leave youu, there must some reasons behind it alright? Of course, I would not want to know it so I will make up some stories to make youu give upp on miee laa. Okiee? Hope youu will forgive miee horx. Heheez. Hmm. I have a lot to tell youu. Nevertheless, some is just too mushy to be written in blog, next time tell youu face to face alright? Hahaz. Okiee laa, time to end this long entry for youu lerx laa. Okiee? Love youu always. Hugs and kisses. Miss youu lots too!!! Muackz! I (''v'') U!!!

Alright, this entry will end here. Take care to all. =P


No comments: