i had fun working with teng and farhan today. it just makes me feel that i'm back to the past. cause we're all the old partners and manager left from faith's batch. :( how sad, but yeah. i enjoyed myself today on the shift. (: it has been so long since i really enjoyed myself on shift. (: talking about shifts, tomorrow i'm working closing. cool eys. rahh.
schedule for this week:
Mon : 0715 - 1645.
Tues : 1530 - 2500
Wed : Off
Thurs : Off
Fri : 1000 - 1930
Sat : 1000 - 1930
Sun : 0815 - 1745
seems like, hmm... never mind. this week is the last week i'm gonna help cover their empty slots. next week, i'll be working from monday to thursday and from fri to the next week, i'll off from everything. ohh! talking about this, i kept forgetting to pass vivian my documents. GRR! shall do it this thursday when i'm going to skate i think. gonna hack care all injuries and train even harder that anyone else. not gonna disappoint and fail myself this time. ( though i haven't really been, but winning for the past was like, lucks? ) so i'm gonna prove myself. prove to everyone i've the skills and capability. since moomoo already said, it doesn't matter whether you win or lose.. so yeah. i'll still try my best. so at the very least, i know i've done my part. (: slides are easy to do. but, the problems are always, distance, style and stability. shall work on them. (:
i want lynnee to work hard with me. we're lao jiao ( old bird ) already. hahas. but just trying our best eys. (: let's jia you lynnee!! ^^
anyways, i'm really exhausted. could just fall asleep anytime. =X hais. but recently, i find myself getting moody again. probably it's PMS. but yeahs, everything just doesn't feels right. i'm losing my trust for prince cause of some stuffs. cause i feel, he's not open up to me. and he's hiding things from me. which makes me feel really upset. cause couple, shouldn't even have any secrets. what more to say for an almost six years relationship. by hiding things from me, he just make me feels that he's gonna be like the past. and make me feels that everything is gonna repeat. betrayals, lies, backstabbing etc. and those are my phobia.
god, tonight i say a little prayer to you, please make things right and let prince knows what's right and what's wrong to do. i don't wanna wait another six years. amen.
*darl, somehow i just hope you could always keep your words and fulfill them instead of disappointing me all the time. don't tell me you'll try cause i've given you many times. and don't hide things from me, you actions sometimes makes me feels that you're hiding something. don't deny cause you are. and sometimes i just feels, you're being playful with me at the wrong timing. telling me jokes at the wrong timing. and trying to be funny at the wrong timing. and when i flared up, you'll say i take things too seriously. why not ask yourself, why are you so playful? it doesn't mean you're a LEO, and that makes you a playful person. NO. don't always tell me things about LEO this and that. it's annoying when you keep repeating and brag about being a LEO. and yes, stop defending yourself sometimes when you're obviously at fault. admit and learn would be a better way. don't make me give up all the future with you just because of all these. and DON'T! i repeat, DON'T take things i've said, lightly.
vin was trying to be funny with my hair band. LOL. his new piercing.
outram park.
look at the way steven stand. so funny! (:
i was trying to take the flag!!!
alrights. it's time to sleep. but WAIT! queen is nagging at me, asking me to take my calcium / magnesium pill. GRR! i hate to take pills!
goodnights to all my lovelies. (:
i hearts you all plenty! (: ^^




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