Friday, July 11, 2008

Tired.

okays. i'm a bit stone. =/ today is skating day! hooray! (: time to see all my lovelies! (: hehees. prince is booking out today also. in the evening i suppose. (: yayy! double happiness! ^^

lack of sleeps and i'm getting older, i feel. =X not a good thing though. but never mind, young at heart. LOL. sounds as though i'm like, 100 years old? HAHAHAHA.

OMG! i just realised it has been so long since i last watched a movie can! :( everyone is watching movie, clubbing etc. but i'm not. i miss clubbing days. i miss all the loud music and dance my unhappiness out. :( i miss being in the crowd and have fun all night long! i miss drinking. all the ' tah ah tah ah! ' no more, ever since i started work and even NO MORE after my accident. :( hais. how i wish i'm clubbing every now and then. though last time, the reason i club was because i wanna get away from sadness, trying to deceive myself. but now, i club cause i feel like. i club cause i'm happy. i wanna go club. i wanna club with prince. it has been such a long time since we last clubbed together. =X getting high from alcohol. i miss seeing all my friends shuffle.. everything about clubbing. i miss my night life. =X

met up with vin, van and van's ex last night and had dinner with them. they suddenly pop out at my store and was like, asking me for a dinner. and i went with them cause they're nice enough to actually wait for me to end work. thank you! (: had a nice catch up session with them. so long since i last saw them and it's nice of them to actually remembers me. (: thanks a million. iheartSEDUCTIVE. (:

headed home after that. was back home around 12ish. earlier on got a missed call from ziyi, the pretty girl. asking me if i could give her a call and talk to her. i couldn't cause i was working. and after which i was out with vin and van. yeah, so i texted her and ask if i could call her when i reach home. and she said she need to do some work. so i'll see if i'm sleeping already after she has done her stuffs. (: probably i'll call her if i'm still awake. (: cheer up girl, don't mind so much about what others say about you. they don't know you. ( but neither do i. =X just that i'm still knowing you. (: ) as long as you're clear conscious then it's okay already. (: if i were to be like you, mind so much about what others say.. i think i'd kill myself long time ago. (: people who doesn't know me often find me ' dao ' and fierce etc. unfriendly is the word. but it always happens like, after they know me, then they're so comfortable with me. LOL. i basically can't be bothered sometimes. cause it's kinda childish to have these kind of people who judge a book by it's cover. young kids to me, for the very least. (: so yeahs, don't brood over all those things. it makes you ugly. (: smile girl! (: i'm just a call away. (:

unhappiness go away! (: yes! i'm fetching prince today! can't wait to see him! hahas. (:
alrights. i'm tired, and hungry! shall find food now. mummmum..! ^^

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