Aching. :(

my whole body is aching badly now. my shoulder, my butt, my knee, my elbow, everywhere. including my tail bone. :( all was from yesterday's training. :( was at the rink from 6pm until 1am. training and training, after my dinner. :(

dinner at hong kong cafe. with the ICians. but before that i was by the beach talking to ziyi. hais. it's a sad thing to see someone being sad. she told me a lot of things. which i somehow feels that she doesn't deserves all those things. nasty words from anger, jealousy, unhappiness shouldn't just come by so easily. everything should be ASKED and CONFIRMED before accusing someone. and, definitely there should be trust. things will NEVER work out without trust. and i feel that, certain someone shouldn't, or rather, doesn't have the right to criticise a person as much cause that certain someone should also reflect on why things are what they are now. instead of blaming others, think about yourself. i shall mention no names. but i hope ziyi is feeling better now. cause when a person is badly demoralise and upset, anything could happen to them. depression etc. so i'm just trying my best to let her open up to me, tell me her problems, be there to listen to her and of course, hoping she'll be better after each ranting. (: cheer up sweetie. ^^

besides about ziyi. there are a lot of things i wish i could just blog it down. but somehow, it's not of the right time yet. probably is because i'm being sensitive. but well, who don't? everyone is. whoever say they're not is just freaking lying to themselves and everyone. and that's dumb. seriously dumb. hahas. shall not elaborate. cool~ i'm on the way of being someone who's sarcastic and evil. gonna fuck care whoever is not important to me and fuck care everything else. i shall protect myself and my important people more than anyone else. the rest, fuck off and die. HAHAS! i'm so evil right? i'm not used to be like this, but the society is changing me to a person who shall be a little, just a little, scheming and cunning. (:

alrights. i've got work tomorrow. gonna sleep already.
nights all my lovely people. sugar honey dreams. (:
i hearts you all! (:

*and prince, you better try to get back my trust again before everything got worsen. xD

sorry, no photos today. lazy to upload. (: