yeah, SNFC is just one month and ten days away. cool~ but well, i dare to admit i haven't been training really hard! cause to me, it's just another competition. been to quite a few competitions and to me, it all sounds the same and it's like, whatever for to compete against each other? cause sometimes, people who lost, will hold grudge. not to me for the very least. and i'm sure lynnee won't too. cause to us, competition is just a day, for all skaters to gather and play around. i won't mind losing the title of top three. but well, of course i'll be sad. but it's of no point cause i know ever since i had my accident, there're a lot more things which i can't do, or rather i should say, i dare not take the risk to do cause i'm afraid i'd hurt my ankle again. yupps. losing the title, not because i've not worked hard, but because i'm restricted to the slides i can do. well, i'll do my best though. (: anyways, gonna be there so they could have enough people to open the category. or perhaps, to be there for the sake of, showing face. nothing else. i aim no nothing for this SNFC.
where as to the other girls, this competition seems to be like the big HOOHA in their life. hahas. well, maybe another three years down the road, when they're like me, they'll think like me. they're still young i suppose. not having any other things to commit to. no work, just schooling and skating. when i was a school girl, that's what i do. but not anymore cause i've got a full-time job which i need high level of commitment. and thus, it results in my low level of commitment for skating. i wish i'm still a school girl sometimes, just so regret quitting school. yeahs. hais. :( i want to get back to school again. no matter how old am i, i want to get my diploma and degree in the future. cause i want to get a proper business course's certification. i need high level of certifications, in singapore to be exact, to get a damn high paid job. this is so damn the true isn't it? -.- and so, skating isn't everything afterall. and winning will never be everlasting. (: skating is for passion, your hobby, your interest and for your friendship with the skaters. not when comes to competition and ruin everything. and this is something i don't want to see. i guess not many people actually think like me. cause what they aim/wants is just to win. and this is kinda like a very selfish thought though. hais. young people nowadays. hais.
anyways, have just finished uploading the photos for saturday from my lappy to My Photo Albums and friendster. hahas. (: can go and take a look. there're more on vivian's camera. will upload them again when i got them. ^^ but meanwhile, just enjoy some photos from my lousy handphone k. :( sad sad. still gotta upload the photos to photobucket and post them on IC forum. gosh. so many things to do. RAHH! shit. hais.
prince is having his out field. :( may not be back on friday. hais. :( never mind, i'll still wait for him though. alrights. gonna upload SOME photos, you guys shall see the rest of the photos in my photo albums eys? ^^
i'm pretty tired. xD gotta work tomorrow until 11pm. :( shag. enjoyy the photos. (:
where as to the other girls, this competition seems to be like the big HOOHA in their life. hahas. well, maybe another three years down the road, when they're like me, they'll think like me. they're still young i suppose. not having any other things to commit to. no work, just schooling and skating. when i was a school girl, that's what i do. but not anymore cause i've got a full-time job which i need high level of commitment. and thus, it results in my low level of commitment for skating. i wish i'm still a school girl sometimes, just so regret quitting school. yeahs. hais. :( i want to get back to school again. no matter how old am i, i want to get my diploma and degree in the future. cause i want to get a proper business course's certification. i need high level of certifications, in singapore to be exact, to get a damn high paid job. this is so damn the true isn't it? -.- and so, skating isn't everything afterall. and winning will never be everlasting. (: skating is for passion, your hobby, your interest and for your friendship with the skaters. not when comes to competition and ruin everything. and this is something i don't want to see. i guess not many people actually think like me. cause what they aim/wants is just to win. and this is kinda like a very selfish thought though. hais. young people nowadays. hais.
anyways, have just finished uploading the photos for saturday from my lappy to My Photo Albums and friendster. hahas. (: can go and take a look. there're more on vivian's camera. will upload them again when i got them. ^^ but meanwhile, just enjoy some photos from my lousy handphone k. :( sad sad. still gotta upload the photos to photobucket and post them on IC forum. gosh. so many things to do. RAHH! shit. hais.
prince is having his out field. :( may not be back on friday. hais. :( never mind, i'll still wait for him though. alrights. gonna upload SOME photos, you guys shall see the rest of the photos in my photo albums eys? ^^
i'm pretty tired. xD gotta work tomorrow until 11pm. :( shag. enjoyy the photos. (:
early in the morning at 6 o'clock.
you see a couple taking photo! LOL
lynnee, my sliding princess! (:
me and shyler. (: the cute little skater.
prize giving. LOL.
2nd runner up. (:
all busy looking at the results. LOL.
how i miss this place, my primary school. :(
telok kurau. (:
lan session after the competition.
CS.
dinner at 5-stars.
everything is gone! hungry ghost!
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