well, someone in my tagboard name, z. i don't know if it's the real zac or a fake zac. i don't fucking give a damn actually. not anymore. ever since the day he turn me off totally. i don't care already. -HE made me like this. so i'm so not gonna care ANYMORE. I GIVE UPP. can? yes of course, MY CHOICE! - whatever. whoever you are. fuck off!
ohh well, i'm super late for school today. yarh. hmm, basically, i didn't go for all the lesson except for mechanics. and it's only about half and hour? then class dismiss. lols. yupps. hahas. then went to convention centre to study for EG2. yupps. study all the way until around 6:15pm. then go for retest. hahas. the whole paper.. i only don't know how to do the porabola question. cause i fucking forget the formulaes!! whatever. it's over. but i think i can pass lahh.. :) hahas. yupps. after the test quickly rush to IC. but meeting ended already. soo.. action told me what's going on. informed me about the level 2 training on next friday. 7pm at F1. lols. okays. :) yuppies. finally level 2. yayy!!! :) hahas. next friday cannot go for freestyle training. =_= so long didn't skate. i guess i'm going for skate club tomorrow. i think i should.. i'm not meeting bevan anyway. unless i meeting him.. but most likely not. hahas. i'm going for skate club.. unless bevan suddenly tell me he wanna meet. and i mean NOW!! hahas. a bit unreasonable.. but he's talking to me on msn now wadd. hahahhahahahahahahahahahhahas. don't know lahh.. see how. hahas.
anyway, some crap happened.. i spoke to zac on msn.. telling about the tagboard thingy. he deny it was him and we had a quarrel just now cause of this. thanks arhh.. to that 'z' who impose zac. or maybe is zac himself. i don't know. and i don't care now. whatever. and terry message me say that zac wants me to go over to his place cause he misses me. but i didn't go over. it's late. and.. i didn't want to see him now either. he called me just now.. tell me he misses me and that he's already treat me like his wife. and he knows that no matter what he say is of no use now. then he hang up. i don't know. well, if he can accept me for who i am.. we'll be okay.. but he can't.. and we'll always quarrel. over little things, stupid things. and i don't want these things to happen anymore. i just wanna be happy. nothing else. but he can't.. not for now.. i don't know about future. but not for now.. definitely. whatever.. okay..
WHOEVER IMPOSED ZAC, YOU DIDN'T HELP TO MAKE THINGS BETTER BUT MAKE IT WORSE.
hmm, just had a little discussion with bevan.. and true enough.. i'm actually feeling sad about what we talked. well, i can't stop and i know i have to understand that. - i don't wish to elaborate so much. -
bevan, i understand and you don't need to feel anything about what i say here. :) be happy.. enjoy your days.. with me. :) hahas. :D
hmm.. okays. i don't know what else to write already.. i had a lot of things in mind just now.. but it goes like POFF. gone. hahas. BYE for now...
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