it's all the memories of the both of us.
To: Zac Lim Zhanyu
zac, i'm sorry.. for all the hurts that i'm brought upon you. i just hope you're happy now.. and going to be a stronger person. i believe you will. well, as for whether the both of us will patch or not, maybe we shall just leave it aside first..and talk about it in the future. i guess, now is just not the right time for the boht of us bahh.. or maybe, in few years time, i might the one attending your wedding dinner and giving you blessing. or maybe if we're both single.. and still have feelings for each other.. then i guess, the right time is here and we can get back together. as for now, concentrate on what you're suppose to do.. and don't think so much bahh. :)
well, you cross my mind today.. from 2002 to 2007.. all our memories.. our happiness.. our sadness. everything flash through. and the letters you return me.. i read some of them.. well, i realised i did really change a lot. but i don't deny this fact. however, i'm not the only who changed. you also cannot deny this fact that you also change a lot. as compared to the zac i know last time.. you are two different person. i know i change a lot. yes i know.but do you know yourself? hopr you know.
anyway, this afternoon when i was writing.. the dream of walking the red carpet with you also crossed my mind. but now.. all gone.. they're all memories. yes.. all gone. kept deep in my heart.. to think and miss. well zac, take good care of yourself. you told me you're going in army already.. so better take care. don't always sleep late.. cause you ahve to wake up early.. don't always kick the blanket.. later you catch a cold. and remember to place your things neatly.. if not later cannot find your stuffs. i won't be there to help you find your stuffs anymore lerx.. pack your things neatly.. i also won't be there to pack your bag for you lerx. so better take care. and you're going overseas very often right? all the more you need to take care lerx. be strong.. and be happy boy..
well, for the last time.. i'm going to this for now, i love you.. and i miss you.. take care. bye. :)
Jun Feng's 18th birthday. :)
yesterday had barbecue at east coast.. junfeng's 18th birthday. had fun. :) hahas. i help to finished all the food AGAIN! :) no one wanna eat. so i'm doing the job. lols. i'm getting fatter. =_= never mind. hahas. :) i can eat.. it's good. hahas. :) took a lot of pictures. above are the pictures. :) hahas. after barbecue i went to stay over at qianhui's house. :) hahas. :) nice nice. miss sleeping with my girl. hahas. :) today junfeng's dad came over to pick qianhui upp. then.. send her to hougang.. and send me to the bus-stop and take bus. i'm home around 4pm. hahas.
well, now is 5am.. i just quarrelled with zac on msn again! he hack into my friendster.. deleted my stuffs. and it's so pissing. he make me feel like he's a retarde one doing all these kind of childish things. it's mad lohh. can't stand him lohh.. i thought i could end everything.. but he keep pestering me. oh my god. how am i to live with him like that? oh my god. ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's getting up my nerve. shit him. ARGHHHHH!!!!! i wanna shout out loud now. but i can't. i'm at home. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's gone overboard. then we had an arguement. then i was pissed until i ask him to go and die. and after he tell me that i will live with guilt.. he sign off. ohh no. terry couldn't find him.. and terry is still finding him. terry say he called his phone but no one pick up.. and he call his house.. his mom say he's not at home. ohh nO!!!! where is he??? am i too harsh on him just now? i think i am. ohh no. i don't want anything to happened to him. ohh my god. i'm feeling so vexed. what should i do?? ohh no. this is madness. he's making me worry. what should i do?? terry say he will call me when he find him.. but now still no news of him. it's already about half an hour lerx.. i think i shall just wait for terry's call now. bye all.
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