♥ Princess ♥: Is It Like, Weird Or Something?

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Is It Like, Weird Or Something?

that someone actually come and tell you that you should love your boyfriend for who he is and not changing him to become what you want? -.-

i knew it like, long ago? that's why i never expect zac to give me anything in return. i've never expected him to change himself to be with me. all i was thinking was both of us could be happy together. that's all. i don't expect anything else.

why is a 'friend' whom i so-called know.. tell me that i mustn't compare zac. i'm not trying to be sensitive. i'm trying to explain to this particular 'friend' whom i don't even know who it really is.. that, i'm not comparing.. i'm just wondering. wondering why.. why zac and i can't be together happily? why zac and i have to go through all these.. cause all these while, i don't have to go through all these unhappiness with any, i emphasize, ANY, other person whom i'm so close to. ( not talking about those normal friends. ) why is it only zac? i don't feel comfortable for whatever that has happened between me and zac. and i strongly believe we don't have to be like this. that's why i'm wondering. if i don't even care about him anymore, i wouldn't even bother wondering. it's because i care, it's because i want things to be better.. that's why i care. i'm sorry, to whoever it is.. i just feel you don't know me well enough to just judge me like that. for those who know me well enough knows what kind of a person i am. so i don't wish to further complicate everything.

whatever it is, now that me and zac is fine already.. i don't wanna say anymore things. i just hope me and zac can be peaceful can already.

anyway, i had family dinner just now with my queen and little princesses. of course, not forgetting my prince.. (: other than that, my love love and her love was there with my family too. (: had a belated celebration with my queen. too bad we didn't take photos. :( aww~ too bad. :( dinner at swensen was a splendid one. hahas. though i spend quite a lot today. hahas. but it's worth it for my queen! (: hope prince enjoyed the dinner too! happily dipping his fries with the chilli sauce eys? (: hahas. (: and hope my queen like the rose i bought for her. (:

i was back home after sending zac to mrt station. then did some chores and had a round of dota with menfred. -.- okays. i'm noob. hahas. i lost the game. LOL. well, i'm noob. hais. i don't know why in the first place i took up dota. but i think dota, is just another way of communicating with zac since he likes playing it so much, just like why i started maple last time. hais.

okays. before i go to sleep.. i uploaded some photos.. enjoy.. (:

ohh! i'm going to skate tomorrow! (: wish me good luck, not to fall! (: i still want my ankle. ^^