marks the day i'm 20. (:
old already. no more teenage life. yupps. time to settle down lers.
am looking forward to the dinner and movie with the skaters. total a 22 of them will be going. (: so happy! (: hahas. gonna be such a havoc. hopefully we'll have an enjoyable night yeah! (: yupps. for two years, i'm celebrating my birthday as a single status. last year also single. this year also. well.. too bad for myself then.
though i hope every year i will have someone, dropping by my house and giving me a bouquet of my favourite blue roses. and bring me out on a romantic date. but so far.. it haven't happen for the past twenty years. and i guess it won't be happening any near future. for now, i just hope i can be happy and people around me happy can lers. i just hope i'll have peaceful days. even if i got into a relationship one fine day.. i hope to have a peaceful and happy one. i have no more strength to fight anymore. i'm tired of always fighting. i just wanna have a simple relationship and have it last forever. but it just seems so hard to fulfill. hais. my life is not meant to be smooth. which is so fuck up. and it's a fuck up feeling having life like this. i wish i can change my life. well, sucks to be me.
anyways, today is my birthday! i'm the princess of the family now! my queen is so jealous of me having so many friends with me to celebrate with me. aww queen, i'll celebrate with you on yours k? (: hahas. mummy i love you and you know!~ (:
okays. i think i should go and sleep lers. later jaslyn coming over to my place.. (: ICIANS DAY OUT! woots~!!
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