being together, means, WE.
being together means, US.
being together means, YOU & ME.
being together means, about two person.
just i was reading through one of this friend's blog. she had a tiff with her boyfriend and is not doing really well now. they had the ' leaving each other ' mentality. and, it isn't a good sign, i swear.
once me and prince went through so much of ' breaking and patching '. and finally now we're settling down. there's so much to go through for the past going-on six years. not easy i should say. the toughest journey i ever took in the whole of my life, and i'm still walking this journey. once i regretted being with prince, regretted everything and cried my heart out over everything. grumble and complain to my friends when i finally can't tolerate. when i finally feels i'm stupid, ( and not silly. ) being such an ass for not listening to my friends. and being the biggest fool on earth to be ' played 'on by the same guy. and everything is just back to where it was after some time.
sometimes i feel that i'm just being contradicting. and i'm confused. but now that prince is leading me to where we are going to. leading me to what we're gonna become, at least i'm no longer that confused. and thank GOD, i think he heard my prayer, which was back don't know how long ago and it finally came true. was that i hoped prince could change for the better and so we could be better. not exactly perfect, but currently, it's good enough. not hoping for more, just praying everything will be fine, everything will go on smoothly.
and when times we argued/quarrelled, i feel we're just being too selfish. cause the word, ' I ' will always come before the word ' WE '. and yes, love is selfish. and humans sometimes tend to love themselves more than others. human's nature, no one to blame. tell me who can you blame for loving yourself more?
couples quarrel over everything, argue over everything, disagreements all the times. that's why it makes the relationship looks interesting. BUT, too much of all these is not good either, as a long run. but i'm really glad me and prince is no longer like that. (: hopefully k? -.- hahas. people always say ' quarrels and arguements make the relationship stronger ' fuck that. sometimes it just worsen the relationship. for people like me, it definitely will have a demerit point in this relationship. not sure about others.
but having a relationship for almost six years, with so many ups and downs, so many breaks and patchs. kinda feel numb. but i'm still love prince, as always. ^^ i just hope, every couples will have the mindset to sit down and sort everything out after each other cools down. and not continuing the sadness by avoiding. main thing i feel is, give each other time.
and, i strongly feels that guy who's obsess over games, should sometimes stop gaming and pay some attention to your baby girl. cause after all, girls need a lot of care and concern. and they need boyfriend's tender loving care. for guys who're like, ' stone ' and don't know anything. bang your head against the wall and freaking go and learn something. don't wait till you lose your baby girl then you learn. by then, it COULD be too late.
love isnot a game,
it's a life-time bet.
* this is my personal opinions. not going against anyone. even if there is, it'll only be prince! RAHH! (:
okays. back to my daily life. hahas. as usual, i worked today. until 11pm. but extended to around 11:15pm. then i'm home around 1am. cause i went to pay my handphone bills. $100 gone. :( sad sad. jialat. hais. never mind. i'm so gonna be a thrifter this month. ^^
prince is booking out tomorrow morning, earliest 6:30am, latest 8:30am. yupps. hahas. probably he's gonna look for me at my workplace tomorrow. and i promised to bring him to TAO's restaurant. yupps. probably gonna go during dinner time bahhs. hehees. then we'll head to east coast after that. ^^ not working on sunday. HAHA. yeah! shall see if i have time to go catch movie with prince. hehees. ZOHANNNNN!!!!! LOL. or... don't know. HAHA. narnia? still have or not huhs? i don't know. LOL. anyways, i'm happy just to see him lers. ^^
okays. i wanna sleep soon. working tomorrow at 8am. =X nights people. (:
being together means, US.
being together means, YOU & ME.
being together means, about two person.
just i was reading through one of this friend's blog. she had a tiff with her boyfriend and is not doing really well now. they had the ' leaving each other ' mentality. and, it isn't a good sign, i swear.
once me and prince went through so much of ' breaking and patching '. and finally now we're settling down. there's so much to go through for the past going-on six years. not easy i should say. the toughest journey i ever took in the whole of my life, and i'm still walking this journey. once i regretted being with prince, regretted everything and cried my heart out over everything. grumble and complain to my friends when i finally can't tolerate. when i finally feels i'm stupid, ( and not silly. ) being such an ass for not listening to my friends. and being the biggest fool on earth to be ' played 'on by the same guy. and everything is just back to where it was after some time.
sometimes i feel that i'm just being contradicting. and i'm confused. but now that prince is leading me to where we are going to. leading me to what we're gonna become, at least i'm no longer that confused. and thank GOD, i think he heard my prayer, which was back don't know how long ago and it finally came true. was that i hoped prince could change for the better and so we could be better. not exactly perfect, but currently, it's good enough. not hoping for more, just praying everything will be fine, everything will go on smoothly.
and when times we argued/quarrelled, i feel we're just being too selfish. cause the word, ' I ' will always come before the word ' WE '. and yes, love is selfish. and humans sometimes tend to love themselves more than others. human's nature, no one to blame. tell me who can you blame for loving yourself more?
couples quarrel over everything, argue over everything, disagreements all the times. that's why it makes the relationship looks interesting. BUT, too much of all these is not good either, as a long run. but i'm really glad me and prince is no longer like that. (: hopefully k? -.- hahas. people always say ' quarrels and arguements make the relationship stronger ' fuck that. sometimes it just worsen the relationship. for people like me, it definitely will have a demerit point in this relationship. not sure about others.
but having a relationship for almost six years, with so many ups and downs, so many breaks and patchs. kinda feel numb. but i'm still love prince, as always. ^^ i just hope, every couples will have the mindset to sit down and sort everything out after each other cools down. and not continuing the sadness by avoiding. main thing i feel is, give each other time.
and, i strongly feels that guy who's obsess over games, should sometimes stop gaming and pay some attention to your baby girl. cause after all, girls need a lot of care and concern. and they need boyfriend's tender loving care. for guys who're like, ' stone ' and don't know anything. bang your head against the wall and freaking go and learn something. don't wait till you lose your baby girl then you learn. by then, it COULD be too late.
love is
it's a life-time bet.
* this is my personal opinions. not going against anyone. even if there is, it'll only be prince! RAHH! (:
okays. back to my daily life. hahas. as usual, i worked today. until 11pm. but extended to around 11:15pm. then i'm home around 1am. cause i went to pay my handphone bills. $100 gone. :( sad sad. jialat. hais. never mind. i'm so gonna be a thrifter this month. ^^
prince is booking out tomorrow morning, earliest 6:30am, latest 8:30am. yupps. hahas. probably he's gonna look for me at my workplace tomorrow. and i promised to bring him to TAO's restaurant. yupps. probably gonna go during dinner time bahhs. hehees. then we'll head to east coast after that. ^^ not working on sunday. HAHA. yeah! shall see if i have time to go catch movie with prince. hehees. ZOHANNNNN!!!!! LOL. or... don't know. HAHA. narnia? still have or not huhs? i don't know. LOL. anyways, i'm happy just to see him lers. ^^
okays. i wanna sleep soon. working tomorrow at 8am. =X nights people. (:
cathay.
my ex-colleagues and me. :( naz, synn.
synn. hahas.
nazhimah! my learning coach!
shidah! my shift manager. :(
all of them left cathay already. :( it would nice if all of them is still here. but, all left. :( hais. i miss working with them so much. but, now i'm leaving too. :( they all came down to pay a visit yesterday. so nice of them. :(
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