I Feel So Bad. :(

i vent anger on prince last night cause i was pissed with my queen. but, not really venting. just that my attitude towards him was nasty i suppose. :( sorry baby, i didn't mean to do it. it was all my queen's fault.

queen's like having PMS. recently, she has been like, yelling and screaming at us ( not only me ) for no reason every night. and last night she just suddenly came into my room when i was talking to prince on phone, yelled at me and say i spoiled the cordless phone, claiming i dropped it on the floor. then i'm like, WTF? and i scolded her back. cause i've never, i emphasize, NEVER, ever dropped the phone on the floor before. and she keep accusing me. and i hate people to accuse me. so i talked back to her. i yelled at her too. cause it's never my fault. how can i possibly dropped it on the fucking cb floor when i talk with the phone on my BED?? yeah, i drop it on my bed. fuck. and how can i drop it on the floor when everytime i finished using it, i put it on te table next to my laptop? it's like, she's pushing all the blames to me. fuck that. so i screamed at her and say " since you say i used the phone that why i'm the one who dropped it, but you also used the phone before, so i'll say YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DROPPED AND SPOILT IT YOURSELF. " and when i was screaming and yelling at my mom, prince was still on the line. :( hais. i hate it when my queen acts like this. she's having her menses soon and she'll always behave like this. fucked up. cb. but it's being TOO unreasonable, fuck. so what if you're my queen? it doesn't gives you the right to just come into my room and yell at me, pushing all the blames to me for your stupid phone. don't force me to buy a new phone and fucking throw it to you. GRR! thinking about it now and i'm still pissed.

okays. i shouldn't think about it anymore. anyways, i messaged prince and apologised. hais. he's so gonna tolerate even more when my queen give me more shits. poor prince. but still, i love you still k. (:

okays. finally i'm gonna sleep. (: done changing my blogskin, done editing everything. done with everything! time to zZz. (: night night. ^^