Queen's PMS?

hate it when queen return from malaysia. she'll always have her PMS and start to throw her temper etc. like, wtf? -.- how nonsensical can that be? -.- still, i have to tolerate her nonsense though i kinda agued with her. was telling her next time don't go back to malaysia if she's gonna give me this fucked up attitude. hate it when people give me attitude out of no where. it's like what the hell lahhs. don't give me face/attitude out of no where. fuck it.

but afterall, i still love her lahhs. other than her fucked up attitude. (:

okays. i left home at 6:15pm, gone to harbour front to meet bevan cause that kuku bandung don't know how to go to paradiz centre. -.- on the way there he keep calling me to hurry.. like what the hell? and keep asking me to tell the train's uncle to hurry up. like how to talk to him, mr. beh?? -.- idiot. then met him at the platform.. then go to paradiz centre. fuck the place is like, closing down or what can? -.- make me lost my way. crap. then was late for meeting pris. she's kinda pissed i think.. sorry love... i lost my way. :( then that kuku bandung keep scolding me the whole night. such an ass. but jokingly scolding lahhs. hahas!

dinner at Tao's restaurant. i'm gonna be so sick of MUSHROOM! -.- they served like, 3 dishes of mushroom? the first one was the cheese mushroom.. which was nice cause you eat it with toast. yummy. then they served the grilled musroom.. then i'm like, mushroom again?? -.- didn't finish all cause i was a bit sick of mushroom. then the third they served was CREAM OF MUSHROOM? -.- and i got even more sick of mushroom. didn't even drink half of the soup. hahas. end up the manager change the soup to shark fin and melon soup for me. now it taste better. hahas. then the main course was served.. i had a medium raw steak.. hahas. the steak was nice. hahas. (: pris had the chicken and bevan had the lamb thingy. ( which the manager say KFC followed their style, finger licking good, need to use fingers to eat. ) i'm like, -.-. eric had the same as me. hahas. i had the chocolate fondue as dessert. nice lahhs. but i'm not a chocolate person. just trying it lohhs. (: afterall, dinner was great. (: and ohh! i saw zac's elder brother, benjamin at the restaurant too. cool. it's been so long since i last saw him. but let's just hope he doesn't misunderstand me and bevan bahhs.

zac say i have dinner with bevan at restaurant and at coffee shop with him. kinda sensed him jealousy, so i promised him to go to Tao's restaurant with him next time. then he feels better. hais. i understand he's just feeling jealous. but as i said, he doesn't have to worry so much. *don't keep comparing yourself with him. no point to do so and there isn't a need cause both of you are from two different worlds. just be contented with what you have now. cause what you have, he might not have and what he have, you might not have too. comparism is not good all the time.*

after dinner went to arab street for sheesha. then we talked and stuffs. stay there until around 12am. then bevan took a cab home and pris send me home. thanks love. (: home around 12:30am. yupps. half way through the sheesha session bevan received a call from his maid saying that ben drove his dad's car out. and bevan was damn pissed. and he was trying to get ben but it was really hard cause ben doesn't have a phone. -.- so bevan tried calling ben's friends but all wasn't with him. the maid was saying she wanna call his dad to tell his dad. but bevan say he wanna talk to ben first.. hais. jialat. ben ahh.. so naughty. he was scolded by bevan for driving the car out when he went home.. hope he learn his lesson bahhs. hais. chill brother.. don't get so angry.. ben still young.. must understand.. now the car is back home, don't angry lers k? (: smiles.

tried calling zac just now cause he didn't reply to my message. but no one answer. hais. guess he's sleeping already bahhs. somehow, i felt we're being distanced away after all the arguments. the feeling sucks. but too bad, we're like this already. hais. sometimes, i just hope we can be like other couples, so happy. and i could bring him to anywhere, meeting any of my friends and hanging out with them.. instead of me always being with his group of friends, or rather, the same group of people. this is something i bet, zac will never understand why. somehow, i just hope he would put down his ego and perhaps we'll be better than now. cause all these while, it was his ego that bring us to the down side. and maybe i should also say, my stubbornness kills us too. just hope we'll be better and not like now. hais..

enough with my emo shits. and now, i have something serious to say, to darlene.

- it was my fault, ( though i don't really wish to admit but well, it is. ) to blame you for not hearing you out first. but whatever i need to say and explain, i already told you on msn. and now, writing in this entry is just to give you back you clearance. i'm sorry. but note that if not because of zac, i wouldn't be so angry. cause i felt it was because of you, that's why we quarrelled. and he himself should know it well enough what happened. and also understand the fact that i don't really know you well. and what i've always heard about you was from the skaters. i don't hold dislike towards you actually until that day after ajisen. and i've told you what happened. and what's past is past. i no longer wish to have anymore arguments with you. pardon me about saying you liked zac cause that's what i heard from the skaters as well. but since you said never, then i'll take it. ( cause i don't really know you and you don't want me to judge you. ) girl's six sense sometimes are just so accurate and hope you know it. but this time round, take it as i've misjudge everything. sorry to have you so unhappy. but if reading my blog next time makes you unhappy, i'd rather not having you visiting my blog then. i'm not being mean or harsh, but i'm just stating my stand. i've said what i'm supposed to said and hope you get your clearance back. -

and zac, you shall just shut up and not comment anymore. thank you. don't make the situation worse with your words.