My Knees Are Hurting.

i've got two abrasions on both my knees. and it's damn painful. :( today when i was working, wear the three-quarter pants, i almost wanted cry already. T.T the pants was rubbing against the wound, which hurts like mad. :( well, i have no one else to blame. :( cause i forgot to bring my knee guards last night for training. :(

well, i think i'm having my PMS already. i'm sorry prince, i gave you attitude last night, and even today. even though i really really don't wanna admit. but yeah, in fact i did give him attitude. during the time of the month, everything little things just irritates me so much. i just feel like locking myself at home, in a room, alone. i don't feel like going out, don't feel like doing anything. but now, i feel like skating. like, NOW! ohh well, my knees forbid me. =X can't skate now. :( well, i shall be a good girl and stay home. anyways i'm really tired. just feel like sleeping early.

kinda getting emotional. just now when i was walking back home from the MRT station, listening to my mp3 playing all the songs, under the folder ' memories '. just this song happens to remind me of someone. which makes me really think of the past. i'm not wanting to go back to the past. just suddenly think about the past. somehow, memories just can't be erased. no matter how hard i try. everything will still be engraved in my heart and never be able to remove. just suddenly feel like crying. and hoping prince can be by my side. but too bad, he's at east coast. hais. suddenly felt loneliness in me and wishing to have a companion. but no, prince is not with me. and i walked the journey home, myself. which i have always been doing, but, today was much lonelier than before. just felt that my heart is so empty suddenly. yes, emotinal, i am. and i think prince is gonna say i this and that. ( but i think he better keep quiet cause i'm having my PMS. ) cause i don't even know what will happen next. hais. just feel so lonely now. even though my queen is at home. but.. the feeling is so different. :(

my eyes are really closing. OMG. okays. i think i shall stop here. i'll update again when i wake up k! (: sorry people. =X