i'm so vexed. i don't know whether to stay at gelare or not. haix. sally told me that day that she can offer me a better paid job if i go over to her cafe and help. so now, i don't know if i should leave or not.
reasons for me to stay :
1. i like gelare actually.
2. i have many friends there.
3. i feel bad if i leave after they taught me so many things.
reasons for me to leave :
1. sally offers me a much higher pay.
2. i need more money since i stopped studying.
3. it's also a cafe kinda job, so if i go over, it's actually quite okay for me.
4. my mom and zac supports me to change job?
i seems to have more reasons to leave rather than stay. but fennie they all have been really nice to me. and i don't wanna be like chee wha like that. -a disappointment in their eyes. what should i do? haix. FAN ARHH!
well, marcus spoke to me.. told me about wanting me to start running shifts and start doing ordering soon. well, i don't really wanna do these kind of things. i just wanna be a normal staff. i know lahh, i can't be thinking of this for long term.. but it's just seems too soon for me to start all these responsibilities. haix.. don't know lahh. help! and marcus spoke to me about promoting me also. i'm like, WHAT THE FUCK?!?! promote? madd lohh. i freaking work there like, less than two months? they mad or what? wanna think of promoting me. haix.. siao already. anyway, i don't wanna be bothered by these.. but marcus keep telling me it's not the matter of how long you've work, it's whether you want or not. well, experience is important also wadd. and he keep telling me that i can make it de. just that i don't want.. yarh.. it's true, i don't want.. i don't wanna be promoted so soon. it's seriously too fast already. and i don't think i can't take this responsibility now. i can't.
anyway, i'm tired. will blog again. bye~
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