and surprisingly, she told me steven knows i'm resigning. -.- i didn't tell him before. how would he know? hmm, he's like shirley? read people's blog silently? maybe. don't know. don't wanna know either.
all i know is, do my job well this last one month and i'll say byebye Singapore for two months. or maybe i'll come back for a few days for NYP open house. i wanna get my studies stuffs done ASAP. don't wanna waste time working already. like queen said, no time to waste, time to plan for future.
i've played enough. and it's time to get serious. and, i'm really serious this time. yes i am.
well, tendering the resignation letter, i hope it doesn't affect the friendship i have with them. it's nice to learn more about skating stuffs. it's nice to once worked with them. but.. my queen definitely doesn't want me to stay in this industry forever. i know she never like it. and i do agree with her that skating, can somehow only be for hobby, for that little passion but never for career unless i'm thinking of setting up a company and run it, with enough asset to start off with. but no, i've never thought of that. so yeahs, i took my mom's advise to continue my studies.
with my very badly affected mood recently, i don't wish to be thinking so much anymore and just relax myself before my school starts. therefore i choose to return home ( Malaysia ) for a long break. byebye singapore for two months. my relatives are there and they will take care of me. so people, don't worry about me. two months is not very long. i'll try to go online and keep you all updated about me. and try to blog at least k. ^^ i'll still be alive and kicking. no worries. (:
after i come back, i'm sure i'm all ready to start my studies life again. which i wanna make sure i do make it through to school this time! my diploma, my degree ( if possible ). and if i can, i would go all the way.. i don't wanna waste time on all these working stuffs anymore. maybe a part-time job will do. but not full time. (:
that's about it for my work and studies part now. (:
i don't wish to complicate things.
and i don't want things to turn sour.
so this is it.
now, prince and i! (:
we're doing well.. don't worry about me.. heh.
my favourite rose, from the man i love most and a sweet note from him = forgiven. (:yes okay, i'm soft hearted okay. whatever. but i don't wanna just give up on him when we're not happy etc. i love him and need him more than anyone else does. IF you think you love him and need him more than i do, confront me you bitch!
bear this in mind;
HE'S MINE, NOT YOURS! (:
this love we shared, i know it all along, when we're loving, we're very loving. but when we're quarrelling, we're damn bad. meaning, when we're good, we're very good. when we're bad, we're very bad. no in between. because we both are stubborn. but i'm more stubborn. =x so most of the time, prince can't win me in talking. cause his doesn't make sense, sometimes. mine, logical but unreasonable. LOL!
okays, i'm mean. i made used of my talent in arguing on him. -.- sorry.
but hey, no matter what, at the end of the day, i still feels hurt when i see him upset k! cause i love him too much to see him so sad. =x
okay, i'm mushy. i shall stop this. HEHE.
anyways, baby i love you! (:
if anyone wanna compare whose love for him is deeper, dare me. cause for him, i'm willing to do anything and sacrifice anything. you, definitely won't be able to do this. =D
anyway, the rain is over and now the rainbow is up once more! (:
i have too many things i wanna do before i go back to malaysia! i wanna go suntan! like for once!!!! -.- i've been missing all the good suntanning days! -.- i need to get an even tan! i've been coaching and it tanned me in a very uneven way. -.- wth..
and i need to eat zen with my beloved prince before i go back! (: thought he might be going back with me. (: and jaslyn! you too! if you wanna go with me let me know. who else???? ^^ i think my house should be big enough for you all to play. LOL! but help to clean k! =D
i need to clear my room before i go back! my clothes are everywhere and i need to throw away unwanted stuffs!
hmm, okay so much for now. i'm tired from all the medications etc.
and ohh! i'm sick! -.-
bear this in mind;
HE'S MINE, NOT YOURS! (:
this love we shared, i know it all along, when we're loving, we're very loving. but when we're quarrelling, we're damn bad. meaning, when we're good, we're very good. when we're bad, we're very bad. no in between. because we both are stubborn. but i'm more stubborn. =x so most of the time, prince can't win me in talking. cause his doesn't make sense, sometimes. mine, logical but unreasonable. LOL!
okays, i'm mean. i made used of my talent in arguing on him. -.- sorry.
but hey, no matter what, at the end of the day, i still feels hurt when i see him upset k! cause i love him too much to see him so sad. =x
okay, i'm mushy. i shall stop this. HEHE.
anyways, baby i love you! (:
if anyone wanna compare whose love for him is deeper, dare me. cause for him, i'm willing to do anything and sacrifice anything. you, definitely won't be able to do this. =D
anyway, the rain is over and now the rainbow is up once more! (:
i have too many things i wanna do before i go back to malaysia! i wanna go suntan! like for once!!!! -.- i've been missing all the good suntanning days! -.- i need to get an even tan! i've been coaching and it tanned me in a very uneven way. -.- wth..
and i need to eat zen with my beloved prince before i go back! (: thought he might be going back with me. (: and jaslyn! you too! if you wanna go with me let me know. who else???? ^^ i think my house should be big enough for you all to play. LOL! but help to clean k! =D
i need to clear my room before i go back! my clothes are everywhere and i need to throw away unwanted stuffs!
hmm, okay so much for now. i'm tired from all the medications etc.
and ohh! i'm sick! -.-
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