Wednesday, November 05, 2008

NOVEMBER BABIES.

today is my another friend birthday. my secondary school friend. (:

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY KAMAE! ^^
hope you'll have a super duper good one cause it's your 21st. 
get your golden keys yet? (:
you know i've always loved you girls since secondary one, no matter what happened in between. (:
meet up soon if everyone is free to meet. (: 
XOXO. ^^

hmm, nothing much to blog about. 
feeling blue. 
even though more or less everything is alright. =/

prince & princess, still the same. 
not going anywhere.
stuck at where we are.

i'm lost. very lost. 
lost in this relationship.
don't wanna give up.
but the hurt he left me with, the words, just keep going through my mind. 
someone, tell me what can i do.
to make myself feels better. 
and make this love we share for so long, 
be better.

i'm tired.
tired from all the crying.
i don't wanna cry anymore.
but thinking about what happened.
my heart just sank into depression.

i hope someone could pull me out the the hole that i've fallen into.
but, no one to blame but myself.
cause someone ever pulled me out.
but i was silly enough to fall back into it. 

stuck.
lost.
tell me where can i go now. 

i don't wanna think.
i don't wanna be sad. 
but each time i'm all alone,
i think.
and that's when i'll fall into sadness, all over again.
i don't wanna be alone.
but i have to accept the fact that no one can be just with me for 24 hours everyday.

so kat, 
wake up.
stop dwelling in unhappiness.
get everything over and done with.

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