♥ Princess ♥: mood swing.

pardon me my previous post. just feeling unhappy.

guess my mood swings are arriving. which means, day of the month is arriving too. ARGH!

anyways, i'm meeting ziyi later in the morning. going to micheal's place for some tanning and probably they're all gonna come to my house! (: hahas. but, but, my room is in a mess! clothes everywhere! book and bags everywhere! SHIT. it's time for packing! after this entry. (:

let me update a bit on what happened on saturday and yesterday k. (:

saturday :
worked until 4pm. skated to ECP to find ziyi for a while. then skate back to IC-Katong. slacked there until about 5:50pm.. walk to roxy square with eddy and wilson while prince and tingfei gone missing. called them and they said they're playing lan. WTF?! and there goes my unhappy start. everyone is meeting at 6pm and they still go and play dota last minute. it's so ' buay zi dong '. like they're so kinda big fuck and want people to wait. WTH? and so everyone waited and dinner started late. apparently, me wilson and simong are VERY VERY HUNGRY. to the point where i feel gastric is coming soon. and so everyone is like, can't wait to eat and two of them just gone to play dota like that, without even informing any of us. tell me now, how can i not be angry? doing things at the wrong time and still thinking he's right. WTF? you might as well just bang your head against the wall and tell me you're right. never mind, late for dinner, and still thinking he's right keeping everyone waiting, and still wanna argue about who's at fault. another, WTF? yeah, my fault for saying you go and play lan. yeahs, my fault that customer is giving problem and i have to stay behind to help a bit. my fault that all these happened. happy now? LIM ZHANYU! was supposed to be a happy day yet it became so bad. after dinner, went to rink. never even talk to me a single word. and was dumb enough to think i do not know he's sitting at the fucking corner where the beers are and secretly drinking. so, there goes another, WTF? you think i'm blind? how smart can you be? tell me now? i'm sorry you're not that smart after all. i know you too long to know what you're thinking. then sudden disappear to lan, again. pissed + pissed = super dulan and pissed. so i packed my stuffs and left the rink. gone to arab street to find my beloved gong for sheesha. only he, that that point of time, is able to make me smile and only he, will understand me better to know how i really feel. finally felt better after talking to my beloved gong and him, ended 3/4 of my day happily. (: thanks gong, you know how much you always meant to me. (: thanks for being there for me always. ^^ and, thanks so much for your ' relaxed muscles ' and 5-10 and making me drink the freaking 1.5 litres of water, non-stop. -.- GRR! and when i finally is smiling and laughing, i went back to rink to meet the skaters for supper as ben is going to katong. so he sent me to east coast, bid farewell with a hug, as usual then ended with a sentence ' i'll call you tomorrow. ' (: it was just two hours and he made my day. (: back to rink, chatted a little and headed to geylang lorong 9 for supper. ate frog leg porridge. miss having them and is craving for them as well. hmm... even until now, i'm still craving for them! (: hehees. the last time i had them was with pris, bev, leon and forgot who.. =x and after much persuasions, i went to his place after supper. reached his place, bathed and sleep. while he, as usual, got stuck to the fucking com and dota.

sunday :
woke up at 12:45pm. laze around on the bed. then wake up and bathe.. washed up and his mom cooked lunch for me. chatted with his mom and soon his brother join us. had a nice chat with them and he woke up about half an hour later, telling me he's going to katong with me cause he's meeting some friends. and taking ben's advice, i didn't even wanna ask him who he's meeting. yeahs. the whole journey on the bus, silence. reached shop, i do my things and he sit there. a while later, he say he's meeting his friends and left. when he's back, he said he's meeting steven and tingfei they all. but after that, he said he's boring and he's going home. again, i kept quiet. and he says i dao him. it's like, what can i say? i say this, you don't like. i say that, you don't like. so, i'd rather keep quiet now. i don't wanna say anything anymore. and he left, after saying he's going home. while me, quiet. i don't wish to talk to him for now. ignorance is bliss. a bliss to myself for now. worked all the way until 9pm. stayed a little later. then head home. took bus 853 home. home around 11:30pm. on the way, a message from him.

' baby, i'm back to camp. u rest well and early. care :) '

didn't reply cause i feel there's nothing to reply. and, soon after i reached home and bathed. i received a call. display name ' PRINCE '. i picked up the call and,

me : what?
him : you reach home already?
me : yeah.
him : what you doing?
me : teaching my sister some works.
him : why you didn't reply my message?
me : cause there's nothing to reply.
him : but at least message me you're home.
me : is there a need?
him : okay lahhs, you rest early k.
me : ' silent '.
him : goodnight.
me : night.

*hang up*

just don't feel like talking to him. that's why i'm making the conversation as short as possible. after which, i'm here blogging until now. =x

okays, it's photos time... it's been long eys..

tell me you love ASP. cause the colour is so Singaporean! -.-