misunderstandings kill.

when everything just seems so good. when everything just seems so perfect. but no one see the loopholes. and i mean, no one.

truths or not true? lies or white lies? friends or backstabber?who knows what is what?

cheating or revenges? helping or worsening?

fairy or bitch? it's just like angels and devils? who is really what they really are?

trust or distrust? believe or disbelieve? which should we take? what should we do? who knows?

what is the best solution to see what is really truths? give me an answer.

i, do not like to be accused. do not like to be put words in. and, i don't fucking lie for no reasons. and in times i lied was because i knew something and the person who told me asked me not to let anyone know. so i lied that i don't know. -.- like what prince said, ' act blur live longer. ' yeah it does help a little.

and taking insults is not what i'm good at. if you want, you can come straight to my face and tell me what you think about me. and not let the words pass from one person to another. if i really don't like you, i will go up to you and say ' eh i don't like you. ' maybe it seems to be like in a joking manner. but i mean it.

trust me. i've done that to those people i don't like. but i think the worse i said was only ' fuck lahh, i don't like to see you. get the hell out of my sight cb. '

this is me. i speak my mind. and i say whatever that cross my mind. even if it seems like being too straightforward, i can tell you, this is me. for the very least, i'm not being someone i'm not. i can be sarcastic but i'm not a hypocrite. i don't treat a person extremely nice just because i wanna suck up to them. no, this is so not me.

and, i am a person who is revengeful. what you did to me and cause me hurts, i will do what it takes to let you feel what i felt. women are vicious. this is true. and sad to announce, i'm a woman. just like no other women, i'm vicious as well.

so the person who insulted me by saying i'm hooking up another guy. this sentence is for you.

' even though you have a boyfriend whom you're with for about 2 years, you're just like a prostitute. ' so, how does it feels to hear this sentence? HA. i don't fucking care.

her two fucking years can't even beat my SIX LONG YEARS. and she wanna bitch about me. whatever. i shall be a nice person. forgive and never forget what she's done to cause me so pissed. older than me, but as childish as my sister who is 10 years old and as stupid as pig. ha, joke of the day eys. SO PEOPLE, LAUGH AT THIS PATHETIC GIRL.

anyway, PRINCE IS GONNA BE BACK TOMORROW MORNING! YES!! my baby boy is so gonna be back in my arms! (: hahas. waiting for his call to tell me what transport is he taking to be back in singapore. and imma gonna fetch him. (: heard he's gonna have about ten days off. yes! CLUBBING WITH PRINCE! (: hahas.

anyone wanna join? LOL! wilson, maria, let's go together! (: eddy too old, don't go k. LOL. JOKING. sky, let's go play before you botak! HAHA! and love! it's been long since we last clubbed together! (: let's go let's go! mic, you go home club. LOL!

wanna move my body to the music. wanna have the loud bass beside my ears. wanna drink and get drunk. LOL! no lahhs. not drunk of course. and it's time meet up all my clubbing friends. SEDUCTIVE HUAT AH!! (: hahas.

anyways, weather sucks. i wanna skate but it rained last night. and event at punggol screwed. =x cause we lost some stuffs. hais. sorry vivian. and, sorry guys we made you all turned up for nothing. plus sorry taitai and brent.. caused you both to get scoldings. :( *sayang you all k. (:*

hmm.. i had blood test recently and pregnancy test as while. blood test was for HIV and don't know what thing. forgot. ohh well, anything that has gotta do with injections, i hate it! pregnancy test is okay, i'm not pregnant. -.- well, how to get pregnant? -.- don't anyhow think people, i had a full body check up. and ohh! it's time to ask the doctor what's my blood type. for twenty years of living, i don't know what's my blood type. -.- how smart can i be? i asked queen, she said she don't know. MY OWN QUEEN DOESN'T EVEN KNOW MY BLOOD TYPE?! -.- clever her. LOL. well, i think i'm either an ' A ' or ' A+ '. i don't know. =x

and, blood test was painful! :( prince wasn't there so vivian went with me. and i was grabbing her hand really tight and, shouting at the same time, with my eyes tightly closed. -.- i don't even dare to open my eyes and see what's happening. gosh. i'm so scared of all these.. i don't know when i'm pregnant, what am i gonna do. i will have to do blood test every month if i'm pregnant. -.- i think i will die. -.- die of frightening. LOL! but queen say if i were to be really pregnant, i'll be immune to injections. but the problem is, I'M SO FUCKING SCARED OF INJECTIONS!!! -.-

okays, i'm a good girl since prince was away. i didn't club or drink. (: guai right! (: LOL! though in few occasion i wanna go club but couldn't lahh! hehees. but i'm still guai k! (:

anyways, i'm gonna end this entry. i'm lazy to type already. under the aircon, fingers are numb. -.- byebye! (:

update soon.

and ohh! mic, repair my laptop faster! -.-