thanks.

those who tried to cheer me up yesterday after knowing what happen. sky, eddy, shalbiah, joseph, zhu.. thanks a lot.

i shall just keep my cool for now and wait till she's back. cause i still think there's a need to talk things out with her. else, i'll be living in accusation forever. -.-

and one thing for sure, she need to wake up her bloody idea and stop being so childish. she needs to repent and not to keep telling others she did yet no, she don't at all.

thanks to those who let me rant and hear my unhappiness. and sorry if i make you guys worry or whatever. =X

i wish prince is just here with me now. so at least i can still rant to him or even ask him to do something about it with me.

seriously i don't think i deserve anything like that.

imagine, somebody told your good friend, ' she (referring to me.) already got boyfriend, yet she's like trying to hook up another guy. ' of course you'll think, what the fuck did i do to deserve this kind of insult.

like zhu said, i could jolly well say her back. cause at least i'm not like her. i don't lie to my boyfriend and make things so much worse. whatever. which guy would like their girlfriend to keep lying to them. i don't wanna mention anything else she did as it's not very nice.

but well, just lying is bad enough wadd. relationship needs to be truthful. yet she don't have it. and this is the cause of her failure relationship.

so, i don't see why am i the freaking cause of their break up. wth..

assuming her ex boyfriend ( my clubbing kaki since last year MAY. ), to have interest in me is such a childish thought. seriously. and to always have my name mention in their quarrels is also something stupid. why always bring me into the picture? damn retarded. i know her ex way long before they know each other. and she got to know him from me. and yet she's jealous over me? how stupid can that be?

and now wanna push all the blames to me.. wtf? -.- stupid.

well, i think i shouldn't think about it now. cause i'm gonna have high blood pressure! and since i'm already sick.. i rather not make myself worse.

forget about her and the unhappines.
back to ME!

i was down with fever last night, out of nowhere. -.- high fever some more. which is damn weird. and suddenly all the coughs and running nose are here as well.. damn unlucky. :( hais.

woke up today at around 1pm.. then eat something light and took medicine. then fever went down.. but cough and running nose was damn bad. =X throat is damn pain. :( and when i was about to leave home to work, my baby boy ( nephew ) cough damn badly and vomitted. so i carried him up and bring him to the toilet. helped queen to look after him until 3+. then i go off to work. hais.. everyone in the family is sick. :( i think i brought all the shits home. =/

okay. time for me to stop here..

and ohh! darren and martin went for motorcrox competition, and they got first! pro!! LOL.. congratulation! (: