emptiness. LTA.

prince left for thailand last night. went to send him off with eddy, marcus and steven. not feeling very upset though cause i'm kinda used to sending people off for trips. (: but when i was walking to the bus-stop with eddy an steven, i was telling eddy that i'm feeling lonely suddenly. and my heart felt so empty. :( hais. it's gonna next month till prince is back. =/

can't imagine how am i gonna survive without him this coming close to one month. -.- well, kinda feels very attached to him now. =x which makes me not able to be on my own. feels like i'm no longer as independent as i was, as i used to be when i was single.

was that suppose to be a good thing? =x

hmm, look at things on the brighter side. (: i've got so many things i wanna do! and probably i can do it without prince's presence. cause whenever he's around, i tend to spend almost every minute i can with him and the rest of my time, i spend on working etc. (: i'm a hardworking girl k! ^^ hahaha.

i wanna :

• suntan!
• club!
• drink!
• go out till late night!

but... but but.... i promised prince something. and when he's back, it'll be ready. ^^ of course i'll do it lahh! (:

yesterday i called dzul, my starbucks's store manager. talked to him about my work permit thing and he was asking me for help. for hari raya. 21 August just passed. if i'm still with the nice team over at starbucks, it'll be a year since i worked there. :( hais. i missed the coffee beans grindings and miss the strong aroma of coffee. missed my lamazocco. =/

i missed everything in starbucks. hais....

anyways, tomorrow we're going for a performance over at the new expressway at macritchie ( i don't know how to spell. =x ) it was an offer by LTA. ^^ team elite and some selected members are going. (: cool... but we ALL have to be in full gear! full gear = helmet, elbow, wrist and knee guards. it has been a long time since i last had full gear on. (: hahas. and after which i'll be back to shop to work and after work, we ALL will be going to happy pot for dinner and we're gonna catch the fireworks festival as well. (: i love IC. we always have so many programmes going on. it just won't get bored with them around. (: hahas.

talking about fireworks festival, last year i was there with prince. it was awesome! extremely awesome. and last year's was on prince's birthday. (: hahas. it was amazing how the fireworks actually go so well with the music. both blend in together like as if they're just side my side. damn cool! best fireworks i've ever seen! and it lasted for more than half an hour. so imagine, during national day, new year etc was just like, five minutes or a little more? and it cost already a bomb. what about fireworks festival? tsktsk. (: but fact is i can't deny that the fireworks are really something. there're so many varieties that we've never came across over the years. serious! (: you wanna watch? hahas. unless you're ICians, cause we book tables at happy pot, so we can actually sits there, enjoy our food and watching fireworks at the same time! woots! heaven! ^^ wonderful people, wonderful foods and wonderful scenery! (: tell me where else can you find all these wonderfuls! ^^

alrights, beside all these.. i wanna annouce something!

i.......


realise.......


my.......


stamina.......


is.......




much BETTER THAN I THOUGHT I WAS! -.-

cause wednesday we went for urban skating. a long night skate with prince before he fly off. (: journey was..

EAST COAST RINK - CHANGI VILLAGE - LOYANG - LOST IN SINGAPORE - PASIR RIS - TAMPINES - SIMEI - BEDOK - EAST COAST RINK. =/

it took us almost 6 hours to be back at east coast again. it took us only one hour fifteen minutes to be reach changi village. and we had nasi lemak there. ahaha. wilson came to find us and he was so happy with his chicken wings. LOL.

then we started playing slopes and we got lost at loyang area... -.- going round and round. so funny. it was fun, but super tiring. i can bet with you, not all girls can take this. and yes! i'm one of the strong girl! (: effect after which, feet cramp / blister. LOL! lucky mine was just cramps. sky got blister. LOL. hahahahaha. and sadly, prince fell. injured his hand and shoulder. ouchh. it looks damn painful already... so imagine... :( but well, as long as he had fun, that's good enough. ^^

alrights. i think that's all i wanna blog for today. ha. god knows who reads my blog. or maybe somehow certain people can't take facts/reality and will start to be a pussy/punjabi/punani and start complaining like some big fuck. well.. i don't care, really.

freedom of speech always exist. if you can't take it, then just leave this blog. alt + F4. (:

love the awesome people and hate the pussies... ^^

hahahas.

kat is being lame. LOL.