should i or should i not?? haix~

back here today. now having a two hours break. later maths for THREE hours!!!! then stay back do project a while. then maybe go inline culture. yupps. kinda feeling stress mann.. haix~ so sad.........

yupps. like so de whatt lohh. just started school for two weeks plus. and now gonna face exams lerx. like i'm not ready for it?? if i fail one module then i'll have to study that module again. plus! NO MORE SKATING!!! how can this happen to me?!?!?! so angry!! mummy's threatening me with skating! so unfair!! sobs. haix~

haiX~~ kinda feeling sad.. why do i feel neglected by dada again? the feeling is back. it's back again. why? why this feeling keep coming and going away? i feel so duhh.. like.. unhappy whenever it happens?? haix~ probably he doesn't know bahh. but what's the use of telling him?? what will he do to make me feel better? all he'll tell me is.. "i have nothing to say", "i have no comments". "don't know". other than these, there's nothing more i could think of what he might tell me if i tell him my feelings now. how i wish he can be here to console me.. spend some time talking to me.. rather than always care about his maple. :( don't know why.. he don't seems to be able to do this. nearly four years alreadyy and yet he can't do this. haix~~ i thought he is suppose to know me by now??? i know it's hard to understand a person. it may take years to do that.. but he has been with me for so long. should be more or less know me better than anyone else lerx bahh. haix~ don't know lahh. can't scold him or say him about this. later he angry then we'll quarrel again.. then super sian de lahh. everytime end up quarrelling. damn sick lahh. sick of quarrels lerx. haix~

hmm, should i go for the urban skating tomorrow?? don't know lehh.. later don't go steven say i pang seh.. [-_-"] hahas! steven go then i go okays? hehees. aiyaaa.. depend on whether dada want to go or not lahh. if he don't want then i don't go lohh. stay pei him lahh. or else later got problem again.. haix~ SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT??? i don't know.. hahas.

hmm, shoulder damn suan! don't know what happen sia. haix~ never mind. should be okay de bahh. hahas! :P no worries. i won't die de lahh. kekeke. okays lahh. update again bahh. gotta go lerx.. bye everyone. take care. my birthday presents's pictures i'll upload them another day bahh. sorry.-_-""" hahas!