it's okays. i mean.. i'm fine with it..

maria just messaged me. ask me about my entry yesterday.. why i feel left out etc. baby.. didn't mummy said i don't wanna talk about it already? you arhh. haix~ okays. hmm. yupps. baby mummy's fine. i'm okays. don't worry. i'm fine with everything. so don't need to worry yeah.. having break now. until 2pm then 3 hours of a-maths. then gotta go for COMPRO test. part of the common test i think. yupps. hope i can score well. i have been working on my COMPRO. arghh! stupid module.

well.. kinda feel very stress up. exams are next week. and it will detemine if i'll have a good holiday or not already. 12-26 june is the holidays. heard from qianhui that there might be class chalet but has yet to confirm. but never mind. hope to be informed soon. :) okays. hahas. yesterday was so tired. slept at 4:30am on monday then woke up at 6am. go to school. yupps. haix~ a bit sick of school. everyday have to wake upp early. sians. just started school only then have exams. so moronic. irritating. have been feeling moody recently. thank god darren didn't come to school the past two days. thank god mann. his grandma pass away. it's a sad thing lahh. but good thing is when he's not around. whole class become sooo quiet and the environment become sooo condusive to study. hahas. prefer not to have him in class. concentrate better. lols. yesterday went home straight after school. diaos. too tired. wanted to jabot ELTECH tutorial. but in the end went. hahas. then home around 7:40pm. so early? yes.. hahas. then eat dinner and i sleep at 9pm. hahas. today wake up at 6am. hahas. :) lols. 9 hours of sleep. hehees. so nice. *bleahs* ohhhhh.. i'm tired again.. lols. hahas. think i'm going home straight today again. hahas. :) tired..

tomorrow skating?? going skate club?? don't know. suppose to meet javier and zeyi to skate.. hahas. anyone else wanna skate?? lols. so bored. a bit lazy to skate arhh. a bit lazy to go dada's house to take skate too!!! hahas. like sooo far to me now. hehees. :) okays. arghh!! so hmm.. hould i go skating??? should i?? lols. i think i going bahh. hahas. okays. :) i'll go. hahas. ohh a yahh.. i just remembered i change my blog's song. hahas. yupps. nice nice. hehees. i like. lols. kinda bored now. arghh!!! sians.

hmm.. feel vex now sia. ohh this feeling sucks mann. really sucks to the core. argHH!! i hate this feeling mann. i hate it lohh. arghh!! sians. feel so complicated in my heart. like everything is messed up. feeling damn fan.. feel like being alone for a while. really feel like being alone. super duper feel like. * I DON'T FEEL LOVED NOW* *I FEEL NEGLECTED AND STRESSED UPP* suddenly have the kind of, *don't love* feeling. don't know why lehh. maybe i'm tired bahh. seriously tired bahh. maybe i need a rest before anything carry on. haix~ or maybe this is because i'm stress up? maybe maybe maybe. haix~ feel like having a long term sleep. suddenly i feel like rejecting anything that comes to me now. anything.. anyone.. i don't feel like accpeting anything or anyone now.. wanna be alone.. this is all i want now.. i don't know why.. don't know.. boring.. life like this seriously SUCKS. arww!!!!!!

don't know how to say lahh. enough of my craps lerx. lahh. that's about it bahh. okays lahh. enough lerx. don't wish to write lerx. no mood for blogging now.. bored..