Monday, December 19, 2005

Hellos. I'm back. Well, I haven't been happy for the past week or more. Like, because of some NCOs. Feeling upset and disappointed with them. I should have listened to dada. don't always hang out with people whom I don't really understand. They can be friends for entertainment but not friends for truth. Dada, sorry. I made myself sad and throw my tantrum on youu. Moreover, it's because of people whom i'm not really close to. So sorry.

First of all. I would want to tell, whichever NCO reads my blog. Listen upp!! I suppose they knew whom I am referring to. I don't care who pass those comments but I only heard about the two of youu and they are the worse thing youu ever did as a leader! I can never imagine leaders as HYPOCRITES!! Talking behind people's back and scolding them like some gossipers. I thought leaders ought to be straightforward? I thought leaders ought to talk things out face to face? But whyy did it turn out the other way? So disappointed. Ohhh my! I mean, lucky my character is not like that. Or else, my whole band would be like that. Well, cann I ask something? When someone who is not a little related to youu but because of your friends, he supplies youu with 200 cutleries free, would youu want to in any way thank this person back? Unless your face is so thick lahh. Take people's stuffs free and don't even know whatt courtesy is lahh. Too bad, that's youu, not miee! I know i'm suppose to be grateful to people who offered help when yourr're in need. Imagine how much his parent could have earn if he don't supply us with the cutleries. it's not whatt youu cann imagine. Although he's a rich guy, but that doesn't give youu the right to take him for granted. Leader must be able to understand this, do youu have this understanding? NO YOUU DON'T. Youu think things come when it is suppose to come? Take out your money and buy the cutleries, calculate how much youu actually need to spend on them!! Talk to miee about money. Although I could have been less calculative towards money with youu guys, but yiang shan wrote it in her blog until it is really overboard! So does Justin! $29.90 is not money is it? Take out your own money and buy the stuffs! I bought the stuffs and yet I didn't really touch them, is it fair? My ADM, Kelvin provide us with all the 200 cutleries, it could have cost more than 20 bucks, youu pay for them is it? And listen upp, I asked youu if he could go for the BBQ!!!!!! And youu said yeshh!!!!! that's whyy he's there! Kris help to carry the stuffs and youu guys invited her to the BBQ too!! Though both of them went, they didn't eat much. Or rather should I say they only drink! They eat only the sausage. My boyfriend went but he didn't even eat a single thing until someone brought upp the extra foods and said no one is eating anymore and ask us to finish the food. Watch your mouth when youu talk please! don't complain youu didn't eat much. Youu're one of those who sit downstairs with the rest to BBQ the extra foods. Is youu yourself didn't want to eat, it's no one's fault. i've already help to clean the whole house the night before so that the next day youu guys won't have to clean it again. I've done whatt I think I cann do! Youu think cleaning the whole house is so easy? Do it yourself then! The house is so damn bloody big and it took miee almost an hour plus to finally clean it properly. And by then whatt are youu guys doing? Eating outside at the BBQ pit! Whatt did I say? I said nothing. Neither did I grumble. About the two couples sharing one room, listen! I asked them if they would want to share the same room as us but none wants to! If youu don't know whatt is going on, just keep your mouth shut! I could have been more vulgar here but I refrain myself from using nasty words towards youu guys, just because of 30th NCO! If not youu think, I wouldn't be using words like 'bitch', 'bastard', 'fuck', 'knn'? I admit I am a vulgar person, i'm not a person whose mouth is full of sweet talks and only know how to carry favour others. I cann be nice to youu and of course, I can be nasty towards youu. I am a straightforward person, I never like backstabber. So once I published this entry, I will refrain myself from mixing with people whom I treat as HYPOCRITES! And Justin, youu jolly well listen upp, MY BOYFRIEND HAS NEVER IN ANY WAY THREATEN YOUU! Youu gave us bad attitude in the first place. He talks to youu nicely and yet youu gave him bad attitude! Isn't this whatt we call the 'er ren xian gao zhuang'? Well, youu won't have good ending if youu carry on like this. Lie through your life. Sue him? Well, go ahead. there're so many people there and they heard the way youu spoke to him! Come on mann, how much do youu understand laws? Youu think youu're going to be lawyer? Or youu're studying law now? Think back lahh, youu gave us bad attitude and after that youu just left like that okiee? We didn't say anything after that! Mind youu words! Lastly, yiang shan, if youu think that youu won't want to invite miee to the chalet next time. Well, I tell youu, I don't give a damn. Go there have to pay extra money, do extra work and enjoy little, who would want to go? Then, have fun with your group of close friends bahh. Youu have your close friends, so do i! don't be sorry after scolding miee and ask miee to forget the unhappiness and continue the 30th NCO spirit. it's useless. When a vase is broken, no matter how youu try to fix it, there will still be scar. Remember this, whatt is done cannot be undone. Mind your language next time. It might not take miee a short period of time to fully forget whatt youu have done to hurt my feelings. It would take even a longer period of time for miee to accept youu once more. If youu would want to blame anyone for this ending, blame yourself. Same for Justin and those gossipers. I might not know who the gossipers are but once I find out, most likely the ending of yours would be the same. i'm not someone who forgive and forget for no reasons! Like yiang shan said, i'm just damn bloody pissed! that's whyy this entry is here!!!!!

Finally, i've said out something that has been in my heart for a long time. Finally, I feel better. Dada, I finally feel happier lerx. No more troubles lerx. Hahas. :) okiee, i'll blog again! :)

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