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aww..

my queen seems to be stopping us. GRR! =(
what should we do?
prince talked to queen but queen's reactions are HUMONGOUS! :( :( :(
queen is rejecting us.
queen is disagreeing.
BUT ;
we're not gonna give up so easily.
we're gonna talk to her again.
we're gonna convince her.
i know queen is worried.
but queen, we're ready to settle down.
after so many years of arguing.
we're gonna settle down. (:

prince and i are getting better lately.
he's been very gentle to me.
been very caring and nice tome.
and he's working hard for us.
he's proving himself that he can be a good hubby. (:
thanks baby, for everything you're trying to prove to me about.

other people may be jealous of us.
but they never know how much we went through.
all the ups and downs.
all the tearings.
all the unhappiness.
none of them will go through what we've been through.
but at the end of the day,
i just hope,
we will be blessed. (:


and to my special little friend ;
thanks for all your concern and worries after knowing about my marriage. thanks for your thoughts. thanks for everything that you've done for me in the past. the times with you will never be forgotten. (: i do miss the past, really a lot. but, it's too late to turn back. we'll just stay this way. if only we had forgo everything and carry on. but no, it's not a bad thing either. at least, i'm where i am now. (: hehees. thanks for telling me how you feel. if only you had told me much earlier. but it's okay. i'm still glad to know your feelings and thoughts. which was what i've been wanting to hear from you. i hope you'll be there, to witness my happiness. even though you may not like it. but i hope you can be there. (: it's definitely gonna be fun and lovely day. (: and like i told you, i just hope you'll be happy from now on. then i'll be at ease. (: cause i know, even though i can't be there to know you, can't be there to share everything with you and can't be there for you anymore, i know there's bound to be this someone who can do all these. just that i'll never be the one. (: so yeahs, take good care my dear friend. you'll always be in my heart as that little special one. (: LITTLE BROTHER! ^^

sign off,
your used-to-be
babylongan. :p


thanks everyone who is looking forward to my solemnisation. thanks a lot. (:

and ICians, you guys will not be forgotten. (: hehees.
stay tune with more updates k. (:

LOVE YOU ALL.
xoxo.