i had a happy weekend. (: with baby and sisters. *I THINK ALL ALONG I HAD YOU IN MIND CAUSE YOU WERE SO NICE TO ME.*

Hahas. (: okays. let me just talk about the sweet and nice things before i go on to anything else. (:

alrights, photos first. (:

baby came to my place to visit my family.. in the morning.. (:


both of them were trying hard to play with their tongues. LOL.


this is what both of them want to do. (:


but obviously he failed..... -.-


and we succeed!!!!! (: HAHAHA.

went to the zoo with baby and my sisters. (: had fun there. seeing so many animals.. just like baby and my sisters. all three are animals except for me! (: HAHAHA. i'm human. (: hehees. but i was freaking tired. so took less than 2 hours.... i KO-ed. wanna go back already. LOL. cause the night before worked closing until 4am. then meet baby at his place.. then went to eat breakfast with baby, terry and joel.. after breakfast go to my place. (: stayed there for a while... then go to zoo around 11am. (: hahas. yupps. left zoo around 3pm. after zoo go over to baby's place. hahas. yes! with my two sisters... -.- go there for a while.. then went to zen for dinner with wui boon. hahas. wui boon is UNCLE. my sisters called him that. (: LOL. after dinner we send them to camp and home we go! DAMN TIRED. :( sleep soon after i reach home... (: had lots of fun. (: hahas. baby's grandma fancy my sisters. (: hahahahahaha. basically his whole family? (: LOL. haha. but i love all of them. (: yayy! I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. (:

anyways, recently did a lot of thinking.. and this time round.. i seems to came to this conclusion.. which i finds it quite hard for me to convince myself to believe what i thought. but this is the ONLY better reason i could give myself. or rather, i realised it.

thought about bev recently.. have been wondering why is it so hard for me to let go of him. but when i think another way, maybe i misses him cause i haven't seen him since 27 january? or maybe all along i had him in mind cause he was so nice to me? and yes, it seems to be this way. i LOVED him ONCE. but i guess i've doing a good job in letting him go since i'm back to zac. zac did his part by doing a lot more things which bev has done for me last time. though somehow i know zac silently somewhat compared himself to bev. but he has been doing a good job. (: really.. i thank him for all that he's done.. and i appreciate everything he does for me. (:

well, though bev left me with tons of happy memories.. but i guess afterall, he's not the one i love most. he once left me with the happiest and sweetest memories when i was with him and he was a good boyfriend.. (: i thank him for everything.. but now, i believe both me and bev has moved on.. back to our own life. and we'll be friends.. until we're old. until we don't regconise each other. HAHA. i believe both of us can be happy without each other.. and i believe zac can do the same to make me a happier person. (: yupps. bev, don't worry about me. we shall catch up when you're back. (: party together maybe. (: hahaha. thanks for last time. and take good cares. (:

i feel so relieved now. (: so simple and 'light'. no more troubles troubling me. (: nothing else... YAYY! HORAYY!! now i only hope that zac will really know he's doing next. whether it's right or wrong. whether it's what he wants. i hope he don't disappoint me anymore. i hope he doesn't make me wanna give up on him anymore. i hope he'll do the right things. people who know me best will know what i'm referring to. (: hahahas.

but nevertheless, I LOVE MY PRINCE. (:

xoxo.

take cares all. (: