hahas. stupid title? hahas. recently seems to be knowing some new friends. daniel from beach hut. bernard from myspace. well.. guys.. i know. but as long as i'm not the one who approach them.. i think it should be fine. (: anyways it's good to enlarge my social circle. (: i guess bev would be glad to hear this.. right bev? xD hahas.
well, ya.. daniel ask me out.. for lunch.. and ask me out to chill at esplanade or anywhere i feel like going.. hahas.. hmm.. like i say no? cause i hardly know him. hahahahahahas. maybe one month later? hahas. lols. if the person who ask me out is bev.. the answer will be YES immediately. hahas. see the difference? lols. bev is always different from other guys in my eyes.. yes he is. and he will always be.. (: *loves.
anyways.. just read steph's blog and i feel heartache.
To steph:
girl.. you know i always try my best to turn upp for every meeting you organise for the four of us.. but recently.. i never hear any news from you all at all.. even when you got problems and troubles.. you never let me know.. like i told you before.. share your problems with me. i just wanna know what's going on in your life.. be it good or bad. i just wanna be part of it. to help you in a way or so. or maybe not but i wanna be a listening ear of yours. nowadays.. we seems to have lesser conversations and i'm worried. i want you to know.. there's someone out there.. waiting for you to approach her and tell her your problems.. please understand this.. i really wanna be there for you girl.. it's not about what John tell me.. it's my personal thinking. i just hope you both can give each other a chance to explain to each other. i don't hope to see both of you unhappy seeing each other. i know both of you have your reasons.. but why not give each other one last chance? to salvage this friendship.. anyways.. i just hope things gets better for the FOUR of us. rather should i say.. for both of us. and i know care and concern need not be shown. but all i wanna know is about what is going on in your life.. yes i know you read my blog.. and i'm glad you do. thank you. i do read your blog also.. but from your blog.. i can't really find out what's going on cause you don't blog in details. you no longer consult me. i no longer hear from you.. the feeling hurts. and i don't want this to go on. that's why i bravely blog down my feelings to let you know what i hope from you. girl.. i love you, you know. so please.. prolong the love i have for you by letting me know your feelings.. know your thoughts and allow me to share your problems.. you know i don't mind. so, don't try to put on a strong front in front of me. cause i don't. because i know, you'll always be there for me. and similarly, i hope you know.. i'm always there for you too. and you need to know.. sometimes if you don't say it out.. nobody will know what's on your mind.. i love you girl..
heartache after another. haix.. life.. how great can life get mann.. anyways.. for those of you who can't view my chinese words.. please go to " view " and then " encording " then " unicode ". yupps. then i think should be able to see lerx. (: haix.. glad that many people is celebrating my birthday with me on saturday.. but faris can't go. so sad. haix.. he's gotta work. if not, he'll go i guess. :( i doubt my girls are going as well.. all of them is always busy.. and i doubt my birthday this year, they have time to spend with me. even though it's a public holiday. who say public holiday no need to work? who say labour day no need to work.. well, now i say.. PEOPLE STILL HAVE TO WORK. haix.. well.. this is life. don't know lahh. i seriously hope my girls can be there with me. but.. but.. now, i can't expect much anymore. i guess i should just be contented that they still remembers my birthday. yarh..
the people i hope most to be with me on my birthday.. is not here. well, all of you know who.. but i know.. he has his reason. and i don't blame him. (: i'll be happy enough just to know he remembers my birthday. (: maybe just a call to wish me is good enough. hahas. hearing his voice is good enough lahh. i don't expect much from him. i'll enjoy my night with my friends on DXO. (: hahas. MEL!! THANK YOU WOMAN. I LOVE YOU. HAHAS. thanks for trying to book the VIP room for me.. it's okay if you cannot. we'll sit somewhere else. hahas. anyways.. drink with me babe. GET HIGH GET HIGH. (: hahas. BONG! don't get me drunk please. hahas. no smashing of cake on my face please.. i know i'm ugly.. so don't make me uglier. hehees. (:
really glad so many of them is going.. thank you all of you. ERIC!!!! you're going. and treat me drink you neh neh. hahas. (: yes you will. right? love you! (: hahas. for the drinks. hoorayy!! i wanna spend this special day with all of you.. hmm.. now me and mel is contemplating whether to go james's house after that to drink or not.. hmm.. maybe after the party?? hahahas. what if we go there all of them drunk and no one opens the door for us? :( so sad lahh can.. :( hahas. i don't wanna be stuck outside!!
and!!!!!!!!!! i'm having my menses. so don't provoke me. hahas. -moody easily. hahahahas. (: okays. i'm going already. play around with my friendster and myspace.. HAHAS. (: byes all ~
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