first day of school and i missed it. :/

hahas. back here today.. gonna tell you all.. I MISSED MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. hahas. :) lols. too tired to get up and go to school already. lols. hahas. :(

hahas. a bit lazy though.yarh. i'm lazy. hehees. eric!! my laziness is back!! :) hehees. lols. whenever school starts, i'll get lazier. lols. hahas. my time-table sucks lahh can?? i don't like. guess what?? i pass all my modules except ECPRO. sucker teacher. i don't like him lahh. idiot!! hmphh! lols. argHH!!!! don't know, don't care. fail fail lahh.. and.. also very funny.. there's a module which i've not taken.. it's status is N.A. Not Acquired. lols. my senior told me that i'm exempted from that module. HURRAY!!! hahas. :) lols.

- 28th October 2006 Slalomania-
i'm taking part in the slalomania sliding competiton this year. lols. can't imagine myself going for sliding competition. haix. i need to buck upp. need to crack my head and think of what combos to do. and is those which is achieveable. with my standard.. what can i do sia? i won't be able to win the competition lahh.. i'll be the top 5. hahas. cause there's only five girls wadd. hehees. lols. :) arghh!!! what combos can i think of?? i don't know lehh. like so blur lahh. all the slide which i can do can't score much also. okays.. let's imagine.. i do a right acid for 2m, left acid for 2m, right powerslide for 2m and left powerslide for another 2m.. total only 6m. right acid to left acid, score 2points, 0.5 point for switch and the same for both powerslide.. total is 5 points and distance.. covers like 6m, which is 1 total.. 6 points for the first combo. second combo what can i do sia?? lols. i don't know also. i thought of doing left powerslide and then backwards fastwheel. arghh!! like i can only freaking score less then 15?? ohh god. what should i do sia. sians. hais. don't know lahh. lols. i need to crack my head and think of combos NOW!!!!!!!! can someone help me with the combos?? i need time for that mann. god. sians. arghh!!! lols. i guess everyone is busy thinking of their own combos too. they won't have time to help me think bahh. haix. never mind. :) i'll have to do it myself then. =x okays. i can do it. :) hahas.

haix. i don't know what's wrong with me mann. feeling unhappy though. sians. lols. don't know lahh. :( i just wanna stay happy. that's all. i shouldn't be paranoid. i should be positive. :) i should smile and i should enjoy myself. :) *think for yourself and not others..*

ohh i'm listening to 25 minutes again.. *she looks so happy in her wedding dress.. but she's cring while she's saying this.. boy i miss your kisses.. all the time but this is 25 minutes too late.. though you travel so far, boy i'm sorry you are 25 minutes too late.. * i like this part most. though it's sad. haix. well. it's a song. hahas. :) lols. i like it very much. :)

well.. today starts school and i'm feeling lazy.. don't feel like going to school. getting sians of books and stuffs. haix. work.. i don't know if i should carry on working. mummy say the pay is too low. ask me to look for something better to do. but.. i don't know lahh. working in inline culture.. i just hope to an instructor. i didn't expect myself to work in the office now. cause of school. i just wanna solely be an instructor. i'm glad that action wants to push me up to a higher level. but i'm afraid i can't do it now, due to schooling. i'm afraid i won't have time to help him anymore. i know the company is getting more and more busy. but.. i don't have time now. :( don't know lahh. maybe during my holidays then i can take out my time bahh.. plus my studies.. ain't doing very well.. i need to have more time studying now. i need to spend time studying now. i did very badly for my exam.. so it's time to buck upp. i need to chiong my studies this term. no more jokes. no more playing. time to get serious with school's work. since i can't manage my time properly.. i need to be focus with my school works now. it's more important now.. than anything else. haix.. i'm such a disappointment to mummy. she put so much hopes on me yet i failed her so many times. i can't afford to let her down all my life. i needa set a goal.. i needa set my priority right. i needa be at my best form for studying. kat jia you.. you can do it. :) JIA YOU!!!!!!! :)

haix.. kat arhh kat.. be yourself.. be the happy you.. i wanna see you smile whenever i look into the mirror. :/ alrights. that's all bahh..

ohh.. don't know what to say already.. *blur*..

*i'm missing someone!! *

*where's you go..*

*i miss you so..*

[ a day when boringness starts.. haix.. ]