it has been a week...

well.. it has been a week since me and zac separated.. i miss him.. i miss him dearly.. but.. there's nothing much i can do now..

last saturday we had a talk.. and.. yarh.. he shouted at me in front of ivan.. i'm like??? what the hell is this? cause tuesday morning he messaged me and said he'll try to give in to me.. and he said he thought through already.. but is this what you meant by thinking through, zac???? this is not what i meant by thinking through... this is not.. i don't want a boyfriend like that.. i don't want.. do you understand?? i don't want... haix.. i felt totally disgusted after talking to him at zola.. so after we left zola i went to the beach.. sit down there and think through about me and zac.. then zac came over to talk to me.. he told me a lot of things and hisattitude towards me was a total different when we were at zola.. i was very touched by what he said.. very very touched.. but.. i'm very frighten the same thing will happen to us again.. that's why i dare not tell him i wanna be back to him.. he left me with a last sentence saying that he'll wait for me this time round.. he'll wait for me to be ready to be back to him again.. to be with him again.. i don't know what should i do.. all i know is, i don't want the same thing to always happen, even after we patched...

holiday already.. and.. i'm going to help out at IC, working there i think.. yarh.. and the local instructor attachment is from next monday to wednesday.. plus the test will be in this three days as well.. haix.. ohh godd. what should i do?? i never at once in my life taught people to skate?? as an instructor?? lol. hahas. just go bahh.. kat.. believe you can and you will.. :) hahas. :)

hmm.. okays lahh.. gotta go already.. meeting kai xiang they all going to pasir ris.. hahas. :) lols. :) takle care peoples. *loves.