i guess some of you doesn't know what happened.. well.. me and zac has separated.. yes we have.. since last sunday.. 9pm. but somehow, we've come to a conclusion to separate, and i'll wait for him until he's ready to start all over again.. i'll wait for him.. until he really wants me back, needs me back.. yarh.. i'll wait.. all i can do is wait.. WAIT!!!
it has been four days since we're apart.. today's 24.. it's suppose to be our anniversary.. our 49th month anniversary.. four years one month.. 1491 days.. haix.. i don't know when will we be happy, back as a couple again.. i don't know. :( i yearn for his love, his care, his hugs, his kiss and holding his hand.. i yearn for all these.. but.. not possible for now.. i gotta be strong and move on with life.. time don't stop just because i'm sad.. time don't stop for anybody.. the time tickles away every second.. how long will he take to think through about our relationship? how long do i have to wait? i don't know.. all i know is, i won't be able to let go of this four years relationship.. never will i be able to let go.. maybe two years ago, i can.. but not for now.. the love and feeling for him.. has grown to an extend where it is irresistable.. uncontrollable.. it's not gonna be easy if i were to choose to forgethim totally.. i won't be able to do it.. even if i have my friends with me.. i won't be able to do it.. all i can say is.. it's not possible for me to let go of him.. not possible.... yarh.. never.. i don't know what else should i say about zac.. maybe i should just let nature takes its courses bahh.. don't think so muchh.. concentrate on my exam and enjoy myself is what i should do now!!!! :) hahahahahahahahas! yarh.. i should be optimistic all the time.. then it's the correct me.. the actual kat!! :) hahas.
haix.. i missed the ELTECH exam on monday.. wasn't feeling well and went to see doctor.. doctor say i kinda over strecth a little of my appendic's muscle. yarh.. so under medication for the past few day.. feeling better lerx.. yarh.. :) yesterday went to skate.. with kai xiang and ivan.. yarh.. then took bus back with them. hahas. so funny lahh. :) but ivan's very nice.. send me all the way to yck's mrt station.. :) then he walk home.. :p hahahas. lols. yarh.. kai xiang also, make me laugh the whole day lahh. so funny sia he.. with him around, my days will be happy lahh. such a joker lohh.. hahas. yarh.. so nice having him around.. :) lols.. young brother.. hahas.
hmm.. yarhh.. tomorrow i'm meeting sam to study first before going to IC. yarh.. needa study for eltech lahh. if not sure fail de lohh. tonight also must chiong lerx.. all my eltech arhh.. like rubbish like that.. haix.. ohh yahh!! today's jazren's birthday too!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZREN!!!!! SEVENTEEN ALREADY.. :) yarh.. she's having a chalet.. in september yeah? 18-20th.. nicole told me about it already.. i'll be going i guess. :) hahas. since nicole's going.. i shall go too!! :) i'll enjoy myself then.. hahas. :) *LOVES* hehees. :)
well.. tomorrow's urban cancel.. so we'll be slacking at ecp. good also lahh. time to practice.. hahas!!!! :) lols. hmm.. okays lahh. time to go lerx.. update soon?? hahas. take care to all. *loves
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