ohh. finally back to blog. hahas! yupps. hmm. yarhh. feeling so WEIRD in me.. haix.. don't know.. i think my coming menses is taking over me. feeling extremely moody whenever it's nearing the end of the month!!! freak!! and this period of time sure have high posibility to end up quarrelling with dada. how i wish i can be smiling all the way.. no sadness.. no moodiness. no nothing. how i wish... * :: i wish :: i hope :: * haix. god bless me please... i wanna be happy. :) let this moodiness of kat leave at once. let me be the happy kat always.. cause all i want is to be happy. :)
i went for a movie on saturday midnight. before going for movie, i went to dada's house.. bathe and etc. yupps. at first he didn't want to go for the movie cause he wanna play maple. -_-".. :( then javier call him and ask him to go.. then he decided to go. by then, i was already like, no mood to go? then he want me to go. and keep asking why i moody.. unhappy.. i mean.. how to be happy? i already feel unhappy wadd. actually i also don't know why am i unhappy. really don't know lehh. because he don't wanna go for me? or because he wants to play maple? or both? i don't know. i only know.. if one day i hate maple, it's because of him.. cause because of maple, he neglect me.. and also because of maple.. he criticise my care for him. i know game is important to him.. but he has no right to in any way criticise my care and concern for him. it's so hurting whenever he say that i'm jealous over maple. i'm not. i'm just worry about his health. he always don't sleep and play maple until the next morning.. don't have enough rest then the next day events so many.. how not to worry about him?? how to like maple like that? how not to hate maple? haix. i don't deny i got pissed whenever he don't wanna talk to me because he wanna play maple. i'm not jealous over that stupid game.. i got pissed cause i want someone to talk to me.. but he don't wanna even spare me time to talk to him.. i feel neglected by him. seriously neglected by him. i don't wanna feel lonely when i actually have a boyfriend with me.. right by my side.. * i want you to hold me tight.. tell me you love me and will never let me go until the end of time. these are the words i wanna hear from youu but you've never tell me... what are you waiting for?? i don't wanna give up.. neither will i.. all i'll do is to keep on waiting.. waiting for youu til the end of time. yeshh, i'll wait for you..*
i watched recycle. it's so scary. :( scare the freak out of me mann!! arghh! watched it with lucas, lynn, elbry, javier and dada. yarh. after movie we went to play truth and dare in front of takashimaya there. like lols? hahas! lucas did the first dare. he has to take flag a cab and take a picture with the driver. hahas! okays. he did that. follow up was me. i was made to sing twinkle twinkle little stars at the stage there. in front of an angmo and a group of people who walked past? ohh my godd. like so embarrassing?? hahas! but it's okay lahh. nothing to do also mahh. hahas!! hahas! after playing then go to plaza singapura's macs. me and dada eat breakfast! at 6am. lols. then after eating is around 6:30am. javier left with dada and i go home myself, by cab. then reach home around 7am. call dada then i go sleep lerx. yesterday slept the whole day at home. so boring. not i don't wanna go and skate.. is too tired to skate already. -_-" lols. yarh. then mom nag at me. cause i came home in the morning. yarh..
today reach school at 8:30am. late again. lols. yarh. no mood to study. sians. poly life so sians!!! super sians!!!! arghh!!! no mood for blogging now.. wanna update template. bye bye.
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