hellos eveyone.. i'm very happy today.. :) hahas! yupps. yesterday i spoke to him.. and we talked things out.. feel so relieved now.. no more doubts, no more sadness. i'm back to the normal me!! yayy!!! :)
yarhh. this saturday's concert, i'm going, not telling him i'm going. surprise him. hahas! cause he wanted me to celebrate nicole's birthday. cause i say i'll out with nicole.. then he say let me spend my day with niki. and so..
i ask him : " do you want me to be there?"
then he say : " of course i want, but it's nicole's birthady lehh. then you go with nicole bahh. "
then i say : " okays lohh. " ( but already told yoong king to reserve one ticket for me lerx. hahas! )
how funny. though we're back together, i'm kinda like, still frighten that the same thing will happen again and we'll have to separate again. my heart can't take this kind of things too often.. and also.. i'm frighten that he'll tell me that if not because of lynn, he won't be with me until now.. the feeling really hurts a lot. like, a knife poking your heart? the guy you love deeply tells you that.. it's worst than being backstab by my friends. it's seriously worst than that. haix.. i just hope we'll be back to last time.. when we gone through all happiness and unhappiness together no matter what.. the memories of our happy moments will be engraved in my heart, forever.. whether or not are we together.. he's someone dear to me, someone important to me.. someone who meant the whole world to me.. he added wonderful colours to my life.. just like my blog song now.. "a simple song.." to express my love..
[[ dada, i hope you know that our love is just like a river, once in a while, we'll meet obstacles.. and i want you to know, saying sweet talks to you, my only purpose is to tell you ''I LOVE YOU". maybe sometimes we're not talking or seeing each other, just like the flowers and the butterflies, they nevertheless, not forgeting to miss each other.. so i hope, we'll miss each other no matter where are we, what we're doing.. remember, distance between us will never drift us apart unless we want to. distance will not be our problem.. can we ensure this? i'm sure we can.. right? nothing can stop us from being together right? remember what you told me last time? that no matter what, our love will always be the strongest? do you remember promising me to let me be the happiest woman on earth? i hope you do.. cause i hope we'll be back to the old us.. back to the happy and loving us.. the days we could spend hours talking on phone.. imagine our future.. imagine our life.. talking about our past.. and the days we spent playing under the heavily rain and got ourselves sick? hahas! memories can be so sweet yeah? but without you, my memories won't exist.. so thank you for being here with you.. and i want you to be with mr still.. now and forever.. cause we're gonna have lots and lots of memories coming upp yeah? love you always.. ]]
okays lahh.. gtg already.. take care everyone..
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