hellos everybody!! i'm back. hahas. today is qianhui's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GIRL!!! finally 17 lerx worx. don't be childish anymore huhh. hehees. :)
hmm, so many things happened recently but i don't think i want to blog them all down. i just want to say something to the following people. so please, for those who reads my blog, to bear with my 'loso-ness' now. hahas. :p
to kris darling : sorry darling, i haven't been spending much time with youu. hope youu won't mind. cause nowadays, it's either my work schedule. sorry darling. i'm sooo sorry. even when i have the free time, i know i went to skate and not accompanying you. cause i've been too involved in skating lately. sorry darling. all i can say is sorry. hope youu won't mind miee. sorry.
to maria : baby. thank youu for always being there when your daddy gives miee problems. thank youu for telling miee to stay by his side and etc. but sorry if one day i have to leave him for good. i know youu won't want to see us end upp like that. but baby, mummy have no choice. hope you understand why okiee? :) anyway, just want to thank you for being there always. i love you plenty!!
to zhanyu : i know you won't visit my blog, but one day if you do, you will read this little entry here for you. seriously speaking, hahas, hope you won't mind miee always telling you things that you don't like. i need someone to talk to sometimes. but now, i need to tell you something seriously. sorry, if one day i leave you. hmm, somehow, it's seems to be fated that we can only meet and not be together, you get what i mean here? meaning, somehow we are only suitable for each other as friends. :) that's whatt i think lahh. many a time, you make miee feel as though you really want miee to leave youu. honestly speaking, if youu really wants it so muchh, i will really leave youu. just to please youu, get whatt i mean? hahas. maybe it's really time for miee to let go. i'm feeling tired youu know? feeling really sick of our quarrels and stuffs. yes, youu want miee to be independent, but do youu know youu made a person who rely on youu so muchh now? it's youu. and now, i'm picking myself upp again, for myself. not youu anymore. cause, I LIVE FOR MYSELF AND NOT OTHERS. i've got this into my head and i want myself to be able to do it. sorry i'm being harsh here but they're facts. yupps. :) i'll carry on my life happily and i hope youu will too. i know i said until as if we broke upp already. but well, in fact, we didn't lahh but somwhow, i keep having a feeling that this relationship cannot be continued. it's youu that's why i feel like that. the words youu said made miee feel this way. haix. okiee lahh. that's all for youu now. :) take care
to chuti and yuzhen : hi darlings. just want to tell youu all i enjoyed myself being with youu all all the time and i love youu all sooooo muchh!!! really!!!!! hehees.
tO my birthday girl, QIANHUI!!! hahas. : hellos girl. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! finally turn 17 lerx hor. hahas. must grow upp already okiee? don't always like, miid swing? not happy call miee, i talk to youu. :) hahas. like, i miss youu though youu're just so near miee now. hahas. anyway, happy birthday and i love you! :P
hahas. that's all for now. take care to all. :P
hmm, so many things happened recently but i don't think i want to blog them all down. i just want to say something to the following people. so please, for those who reads my blog, to bear with my 'loso-ness' now. hahas. :p
to kris darling : sorry darling, i haven't been spending much time with youu. hope youu won't mind. cause nowadays, it's either my work schedule. sorry darling. i'm sooo sorry. even when i have the free time, i know i went to skate and not accompanying you. cause i've been too involved in skating lately. sorry darling. all i can say is sorry. hope youu won't mind miee. sorry.
to maria : baby. thank youu for always being there when your daddy gives miee problems. thank youu for telling miee to stay by his side and etc. but sorry if one day i have to leave him for good. i know youu won't want to see us end upp like that. but baby, mummy have no choice. hope you understand why okiee? :) anyway, just want to thank you for being there always. i love you plenty!!
to zhanyu : i know you won't visit my blog, but one day if you do, you will read this little entry here for you. seriously speaking, hahas, hope you won't mind miee always telling you things that you don't like. i need someone to talk to sometimes. but now, i need to tell you something seriously. sorry, if one day i leave you. hmm, somehow, it's seems to be fated that we can only meet and not be together, you get what i mean here? meaning, somehow we are only suitable for each other as friends. :) that's whatt i think lahh. many a time, you make miee feel as though you really want miee to leave youu. honestly speaking, if youu really wants it so muchh, i will really leave youu. just to please youu, get whatt i mean? hahas. maybe it's really time for miee to let go. i'm feeling tired youu know? feeling really sick of our quarrels and stuffs. yes, youu want miee to be independent, but do youu know youu made a person who rely on youu so muchh now? it's youu. and now, i'm picking myself upp again, for myself. not youu anymore. cause, I LIVE FOR MYSELF AND NOT OTHERS. i've got this into my head and i want myself to be able to do it. sorry i'm being harsh here but they're facts. yupps. :) i'll carry on my life happily and i hope youu will too. i know i said until as if we broke upp already. but well, in fact, we didn't lahh but somwhow, i keep having a feeling that this relationship cannot be continued. it's youu that's why i feel like that. the words youu said made miee feel this way. haix. okiee lahh. that's all for youu now. :) take care
to chuti and yuzhen : hi darlings. just want to tell youu all i enjoyed myself being with youu all all the time and i love youu all sooooo muchh!!! really!!!!! hehees.
tO my birthday girl, QIANHUI!!! hahas. : hellos girl. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! finally turn 17 lerx hor. hahas. must grow upp already okiee? don't always like, miid swing? not happy call miee, i talk to youu. :) hahas. like, i miss youu though youu're just so near miee now. hahas. anyway, happy birthday and i love you! :P
hahas. that's all for now. take care to all. :P
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