Thursday, February 09, 2006

haix. maple on urgent maintenance..

haix, like, so sad. playing maple half way then maintenance. so sianx lohh.

haix, andrea ask miee not to go east coast cause it's raining again. but i'm feeling damn lousy lohh. getting results tomorrow and i'm damn nervous. whatt if i didn't get the results i hope for? or i fail my exam? ohhh god. i'm feeling so terrible.

haix, i must get prepared for the worst. haix. like, I"M SO SCARED!!!! sobs. sobs. how i wish he will be by my side now to clam miee from my nervousness. haix. but he's not here. not even a single console. or a message. so sad. sad. sad. sad.

really don't know whatt wrong with him. like, suddenly change to another person whom i don't know. haix. don't feel like talking to him now. maybe should just let nature take it's courses bahh. yahh. haix, if he wants to talk to miee, he will. i force also useless. i lead my life and he lead his for now bahh. if he thinks that he needs miee, he'll come to miee to explain. if not, i think i'll just leave this way.

hahas. maple is back. i shall continue with my maple!!! :)

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