WELL DONE. *EDITED.

i'm so damn disappointed. a lot of feeling in me. yet i don't really wanna express them WELL anymore.

something happened. and i don't really wanna mention names. yeahs, i'll strike out the names with alphabets. so yeah, just you wait and see. what i'm gonna say is just part of what happened recently. people who know me really well will definitely know who is A, B, C. and of course, people who aren't dumb can tell i'm fucking, fucking, pissed and frustrated.


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i just called C to ask him what happened. he wasn't the one. and i definitely trust him. yeahs, he's not the one who talked to me on MSN that day. it was A. there's no one else. yes. what's the point of doing that? trying to lure me to say what everyone thinks of B? yes you succeeded A!!! happy now? yes you are. making use of my weakest point to make me say what you wanna hear from me. yes, you're cunning. very. knowing that i'll tell C almost everything in my life, you made use of that. indeed this is a FABULOUS move. yeahs, i shall be the bad person again. letting B know that actually almost everyone loathe her. everyone has been talking about her. penalizing her and saying she CMI etc etc. people say she's a *, a *. all these while, i kept quiet and don't even wanna mention a word to her. keeping everything in my heart and don't wanna hurt her by asking her. but A, you've made me do this now. i've told you before, i'm a revengeful person. and now look, what have you done? WELL DONE ISN'T IT, A??? i used to always think that by letting her know what people had been saying about her will give her a great blow. that's why i didn't even utter a word to her. BUT A, you gave me a blow to. yeahs, nice one right? but have you ever thought what i'll do? never. i have a lot to say, but i think i'll be a nicer person from a fucking bad person. so i'll not say everything. she's appearring as a very cheerful, caring, nice and innocent girl when i first saw her. but never did i know she had all those past. it was only after i know her then i slowly found out. yeahs, like you, i disbelieve at first. but things just don't seems right after some time. know why? you shall find out yourself since you got your own fucking eyes to see. i WILL never wanna comment on B anymore. and i don't think i can ever talk to B like last time anymore. cause you made me feel that, this friendship of ours that we built for so damn fucking long, can be easily tarnish by B. yeahs, i'm gonna be the fucking bad person. listen up, A. if you wanna play this with me, i'll take this on. you'll never know how badly B can be hurt by what i'm gonna say. i'll have my ways. never did i doubt the trust i placed upon you, but you tarnish it, for B? WELL DONE! =) you've done it so fucking well. GOOD JOB, A. continue doing so. cause i've already lost this trust. no matter how much i cherish this friendship, this hurt from you was as bad as what i've given you last time. you betray this wonderful friendship. goodbye.
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i've said my words.
and i'm not gonna say sorry if i hurt you.
cause i'm hurt as well.
if you've thought about consequences, maybe this won't happen.
but too bad, i don't think you did.
you can get angry or whatever.
for i'm not gonna care further, A.

this is a,

good game.