was okays. was quite lost initially. but after 2-3 hours.. i'm quite familiar with the area and stuffs. i suppose the flow wasn't as much as usual? cause i don't feel much of the 'slamming'? i could still handle.. (: which is a good thing. =] hahaha. fast lehhs? but haven't really adapt to the store yet. hais. how i miss cathay. miss seeing the stairs at cathay.. :( miss my lamazoco. :( hais.......... cathay cathay cathay...
but i have to keep reminding myself that my store is plaza sing now. no longer cathay. not cathay. sians.
messaged bev today. knowing that he's doing well ease my mind. well i know i'm paranoid sometimes. sorry...
haisss. miss everyone in cathay. dzul visited me today when i'm shift. which makes me feel so sad. but have to keep up the lively composure on floor. can't help it but to talk a lot. 3 weeks.. will pass soon. :(
yeah. by then when i got back to cathay, really wonder if i'll still be in the system. hais. might be leaving soon. yet they still put so much effort to train me. i thank them.. but i feel bad.. cause knowing it myself i'm leaving soon yet still doing so much for them like giving them hopes. wanted to tell dzul not to pin too much hopes on me. :( haiss. what should i do? sometimes i just feels so attach to cathay already. until i can't bear to leave them.. everyone is so nice to me. though i got scoldings here and there. but.. they're still nice people.. really. feel so pampered by them so much sometimes. they're always there.. always smiling.. making my day a good one. telling me jokes to make me smile.. they care so much about me. concern about me. this kind of environment.. working environment.. is so nice. where else can i get this kind of nice environment? i don't know.. so far this is the only one i got. managers are so nice. partners are cute and friendly.. i've got regular customers who will look for me.. remembering my name.. long chats.. so nice. :( how should i let out the news of me leaving? can't bear to see them sad.. can't bear to leave the store. hais.
i'm so tired. tired from work. everything. all the shits recently.. all that i've gone through recently. sick and tired.. of everything. kinda like having my PMS? getting moody and stuffs. shit. fuck shits. ARGGG! plus i'm feeling tired.. hais.. i need a long rest.. a really long rest... no disturbs.. nothing. just myself and nothing else.
steph is leaving in four weeks time. to shanghai.. and won't be back until five months later. like OMFG?!?!?! five months... not seeing my girls for so long really kills me. i'll die without them.. :( but hope steph is sound and safe there. she's so far away from me.. i can't be there when she needs me.. feel so helpless.. :( hais.. :( will miss her.. really miss her.. :(
okays. i'm tired. gonna sleep. might be going sentosa tomorrow morning. nights all.
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