well, lucas dropped by at my workplace to visit that yesterday. (: so nice of him. to still remember me lahs. cause eventhough sometimes i'm at the rink, he's not there. and many a times, he dropped by with the skaters to say ' hi ' to me. hahas. thanks yeah. (: it's always nice to have someone visiting you once in a while isn't it? (: hahahas. maybe not to you, but to me, it is. (:
anyways, before he leave he left me a ' balloon bracelet ' thingy. hahas. so cute. and i so like it much lahhs. was taking photos with it when i was on my way home. ON THE WAY OKAY! (: hehees. (: thanks lucas for the thought. (: i like it though. =] hahas.
well, so much of everyday life now. back to some reality facts. yupps.
well, as for my work wise.. i'm having a hard time deciding. whether to stay or leave. by right, i should have gotten a confirmation from the other side on tuesday and i have to give an answer on wednesday. but i got no confirmations. so, what am i to do? -.- confused. hais. the pay is tempting though. -.- yeah.
well well, threatening is like, fuck up? when you don't feel like doing something, yet someone keep forcing you to do. asking you and telling you what to do. the feeling is fuck up. so tight up and stress. i mean, my life, for fuck you wanna control so much? no reasons for you to do so when you're MR.NOBODY. fuck that shit. enough is enough. don't threaten me with stupid stuffs. i'm not buying it. the most if worst come to worst, i'll call police. i had enough of relationship stuffs. I ONLY WANNA BE FRIENDS NOW. stop forcing me. no point, fucking no point. wake up your bloddy idea fuck. I'M NOT A PUPPET. find someone else to be your puppet. stay away from me. i just wanna be single for now. i had enough of all the emo shits, craps and nonsense you've been giving me. though you tried to me nice to me. and i can feel it. but i don't want any of them right now. just leave me alone or find someone else better. don't keep coming to me and be like some kinda emo freak. don't make me ignore you completely. so, don't cross the line as a friend. i hate people who shows me their emo-ness all the time. i had people who question me so much and i hate to feel like being controlled and watched. fuck! go find someone else who can stand all these. i'm DEFINITELY not the one. cb sia. knn. ANGRY LAHHS. fuck this. not gonna continue. _I_
okays. i'm tired. wanna sleep. but i have some photos for you all. (:
did coffee tasting with jess and liyana. our food pairing. (: buttery crossaint.
this is when i'm bored. [ black tea latte and skinny blueberry muffin ]
the ' balloon bracelet ' lucas gave me! (:
before.
after. =] i love the effect. (:
obssesed with the balloon. =] loves!
okays. off to bed. nights all. (:
mwaks.
xoxo.
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