♥ Princess ♥: ben left already. :( everyone is leaving...

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

ben left already. :( everyone is leaving...

ben left already. monday night. his flight was 1am. i didn't send him off. kinda awkward if i go also. cause only his family will be there. it's like, weird.. hais. missing him and dylan already. so sad. both of them left on the same day. :( so gonna miss ben.. no more gong to tease me.. no more gong to make me smile and laugh.. no more gong to disturb me. :( sobs sobs. I WANNA GO PERTH LAHH!!!!!! :( T.T

bev also leaving already. keegan also.. both bev and keegan is leaving on the same day. hais. sometimes i really hate them.. they're always here for one two months.. and finally when i got so used to seeing them.. calling them and hanging out with them.. then they left me suddenly..the thought of this makes me feel like crying. gosh. kinda so reliant on their presence. :( why dothis to me? make me so sad. OMFG. i'm feeling upset.. :( feeling down.. hais.. their leaving makes me feel so lost.. lost as in, don't know what to do next. usually whenver i'm bored i'll call them.. and they have so much shits to tell me. but now that they're gone.. who am i suppose to talk to? :(

haisss.. went to met ben they all that day after work and went to sentosa house in the morning. we had fun calling the mac delivery as our breakfast and dinner.. LOL. funny. HAIS. that was the last day i saw them. :( miss them now. :(

had some plans in mind.. don't know what to do about it. haven't come to a decision yet. hais.. if i were to decide already.. it's gonna be a tough period for me. and a hard time.. hais.. should i? should i not? maybe i should talk to my mom.. hais...

talking to ben on msn now.. seems like he's having some problems. hais. hope everything goes well for him.. :(

why do i feel so upset over ben's leaving.. :(

benny, dylan, come back here! to singapore.. :(

okays. i'm gonna sleep...
nights.

but before i sleep.. some photos first...

that day at sentosa house..