*pissed.. -continue*

yarh.. i wanna continue with last night's post. sorry. i was too tired to continue with the post.. so i went ot sleep instead. =_= hahahas. yupps.

pissed- why am i pissed.. cause i'm concern about my friend.. who has a boyfriend who don't seems to give a fucking damn about her. and that friend of mine is one of my closest friend. well, who the fuck is he to treat my friend the way he is doing now??? my friend don't owe him a living. SHE deserves a MUCH better guy than him. he's just a nobody to me. and IF, i ever see him, i promised, it's gonna be a unforgettable one for him. why the fuck an army guy, has the right to treat the girlfriend badly just because he has a CAR? just because his FEMALE friends go out with him lesser? just because he don't her to WORK?? just because he thinks he's great?? know what??? FUCK IT AND KANINA FUCK OFF. ASSHOLE. YOU DON'T HAVE THE FUCKING RIGHT TO TREAT MY GIRL LIKE THAT. IF YOU THINK YOU CAN'T BE NICE TO HER. FUCKING FUCK OFF AND DIE. I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU. DON'T FUCKING PLAY AROUND WITH HER. SHE'S NOT YOUR PUPPET. you're nothing to me. a guy who didn't work to feed himself. a guy who fucking flirts around. a guy who fucking don't appreciate my friend. nabeh!! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so pissed now. very very pissed. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck off guys! i should be born in a world where only girls exist. ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit. i'm getting super emotional now. over a fuccking useless guy who treats my friend badly. NABEH!!!!!!!!!!!! aRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wish he'd be crashed in a car accident. die IMMEDIATELY and scram off the world. fuck!

to my girl (you know who you are.):
girl, you know we love you more than anyone else and so, please do not give on us just because of him. when you need us, you know we'll be there for you. he can take out his time to accompany you so do we. he can buy things for you, so do we. he can bring you out, so do we. whatever he can do, we also can. please, i don't wanna see you smile when you're sad. i don't want you to have fear picking up his calls. i don't want you to change yourself becasue of him. you used to be like me. use to be as stubborn as me. used to be as strong as me. what happened to you? what happened?? why are you like this now? i don't wanna see you like this. please.. darling.. i want you back. let us know if you have any problem. we'll solve them all together. you know we'll be at all ears and will always be ready to lend you our shoulder to let you cry on. you know we will. so please.. don't be like that. i know you're stubborn. but please.. i don't want you to end up feeling regret for the rest of your life with this guy who don't deserves you at all. you're old enough to think.. old enough to know what's best for you and what's not. and i choose to believe that you do know. so darling.. please be yourself once more. even when the sky falls, you know we still loves you plenty. yes, we do.

well, over for that topic. i don't wanna waste my breath scolding that bred. he's not worth it. ARGHH!!!! hmphh. ANYWAY, i didn't go and skate today. was too tired. and wilson part one ask me to go maria's bbQ. well, if i'm out of my house already.. i will go. but i'm still at home. hahas. that's why i didn't go. i should have left home early today. so i can skate.. and go for the bbq at the same time! :) hahahahas. yupps. maybe tomorrow bahh. :) today i not noeed to work.. thank god. or i'll be more tired. =_= yupps. hahas. hmm, feels weird that i'm actually not skating on a saturday. =_= hahas. lols. wanted to go down. but i know that if i go down.. i will stay until very late. then i'll be left with nowhere to go. =_= sians. yupps. so might as well don't go home. i'm hoping for myself to turn 21 soon. so that i can work and i can move out of my current house. back to my bedok house. then.. hahas. i can stay out as late as i want. :) hahas. yeS! hmphh. then i can skate home too. :) hahaas. yayy!! so today.. i'm staying at home to play maple!!!!!! :) hahas. since i slept like in the afternoon. and i guess mom is angry at me for not going to help her buy food in the afternoon cause i was too tired. hahas. and i slept. =_= hahahas. yupps.

okays. i'm hungry. i wanna eat.. BYEBYE..