after dinner.. we wanted to shop.. but at the same time, we feel like watching movie. so we decided to...... watch movie. hahas. :) so we went to cenileisure. guess what? we're suppose to get the ticket first. but end up we went to shop around. and darling bought a top from blossom. hahas. nice one. :) then we go and get ticket. :) show at 9:20pm. and it was about 8pm when we bought the tickets. so we went to shop. went to shop at heren. is this how it's spelled? hahas. lols. yupps. then.. hmm, shop from right to left.. top to bottom. hahas. FUN! :) ohh yarh.. i remembered dolly telling me she's going to town too. yarh. haix. didn't look for her. =_= didn't know where was she either. never mind.. after shopping until about 9pm. we went back to cenileisure. and bought some snacks from cheers and famous amos. hahas. cookies!! :) hahas. had a fun night out with her. but too bad we didn't get to take much pictures. =_= yupps. sad. nevertherless.. we took. two. hahas. i have fetish for starbucks caramel elclar. =_= hahas. i wanna eat!!! hahahahas. later i go and buy. :) lols. from northpoint. :P kekekekekeke. well, the movie finished at 11:45pm. and everyone is rushing for the last train. hahas. yupps.
The Holiday
i like her. :)
he's ugly. but he ended up with the pretty girl above! (x
she's nice too. :)
the cute guy who ended up with the girl above. :) NICENICE!!
ANYWAY, steven.. still didn't confirm with me if i'm going for the sarawak trip. and the mention of this makes me feel depress. very deeply depress. ohh my god. what am i suppose to do now. can i stop baby from going? i know i won't be able to.. cause he likes to attend this kind of event where he can show other people his skating skills. i know he's a great skater. and i know this trip.. i shouldn't be going cause i'm not the top 10 skaters. well, marcus also not wadd. kaixiang deserves to go. not marcus. i'm speaking the truth. a lot of people thought so. marcus is far from top 10. i'm not against him or wadd. i just feel unfair for kaixiang. he deserves to go and perform. he deserves to be recognised, not marcus. i'm not as good as the rest. i know. so i'm not suppose to go. i also know. but i'm just very upset cause i can't spend the new year with baby.. and he seems very happy not being able to spend the day with me. i know no matter how sad i am now. how terribly i cried, he'll never know unless i tell him or he read my blog, which is both impossible. i don't want him to tell me that he feel stress after i tell him how i feel (which he usually say). i want him to enjoy himself at sarawak. maybe like what maria say, we should go parties. forget about thier absence. and enjoy ourselves. maybe i should. just to make myself forget about baby's absence. yarh. i should. i asked steven on msn just now. about the trip.. and he didn't reply. maybe he's just avoiding me. okays. too hard to tell me that i'm not going? i don't know. ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this feeling totally sucks. i hate it. ohh godd. someone help me please. shit. holyshit! i need help. somebody calm me down please. :( sadness is taking over me. madness is taking over me. i'm going MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohh no.. what should i do? i don't know what should i do. i feel so vexed. why am i not inform until now? tomorrow is the trip and i'm not inform. so i'm not going already? i guess this is a 90% out of 100%. only 10% is going. forget it. i think i should just go parties with maria bahh. yupps. well, i think i'm done for now. maybe back later or something. i wanna play maple now. kill time. don't think so much. yes!!!!! i'm not sending baby off tomorrow. in case i couldn't hold my tears and i make him feel guilty for leaving me behind. and hate steven for not informing me anout ANYTHING. this is so not steven. last minute thing again? i hate it. BYEBYE. -i'm a little pissed, i admit.-
-miss darling.-
going on date with darling. :)
both of us. after aa long time. :)
misses her plenty. :)
lonely.. going home.. always..
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