i had a conversation with LT, my ex boyfriend. hahas. *miss him.

i'm having a conversation with LT. shalln't mention his name. hahas. for some of you, you know. soo... shHHhhh!! hahas. :)

in fact, i'm still talking to him now.. we're talking on MSN and on my tagboard at the same time. how cute. :) well, i miss this guy. it has been a long time since we last chatted. he's a nice lad. and i missed him. hahas. ( you guys should know what kind of 'missed' i meant. ) hahas. yupps. he's really nice. i still can remember our past.. how we meet in the morning to go to school together.. how he help me carry my things. and our couple necklace. sweet memories. we're short. but the momeries are sweet. i also can remember how we pass letter to each other. how we communicate. how nice. hahas. and our shouting across the block to talk at night. cause he's just staying opposite my block. and we're staying on the same level.. just nice.. from my house window. i can see his house.. so does his. :) nice nice. i miss the feeling. :) if i have another chance.. i'd choose to be with him again. :) he's a nice guy whom girl can trust totally without worrying that he'd leave you for the slightest reason. hard to find guys like this right? but he is one. that's nice. hope this finest in him will never fade away with the flow of time. :) - LT, be like this always okay? make me like you more. :) i like the way you are. :).

though we're a sad story. but we were once close. not exactly very close.. but we were brought together closer by the letters. i still kept his letters.. all in a box. :) hahas. together with the rest of my letters. :) our letters are very sweet. :) hahas. though we're young. i won't deny we're a cute couple. :) for once, we were. well, i wish him well.. wish he could find a better girl than me. somehow, i'm such a failure when it comes to relationship. lols. :) hmm.. yuppps. i didn't make LT happy last time.. and same for zac. :( sad. i'm a failure. sorry LT. i miss you.. and you know it. :) take care always alright dear. oops. don't mistaken. just a closer and nicer way to address my ex boyfriend. it's like talking to friend mahh. :) hahas.

okay. i'm HUNGRY!! I WANNA EAT NOW. i go find food. <3 BYEBYE!