hi all. i'm back. now in malaysia. yupps. at the cyber cafe. wasn't feeling happy actually.
haix. feeling really sad. i've cried for the past three days, because of dada. some problems crop upp between the both of us and, it's a long story. just hope everything will be fine. and i seriously need time now. everything happened so fast until i couldn't get myself prepared to face it. i'm just too sad to comment on whatever things that has happened. don't wish to say
dada has been with miee in malaysia until yesterday night. we had happy days until 1st Jan 06. he went back to singapore on monday night. we had dinner with my family before sending him off. he went back with abiel, my sister's boyfriend. i said something very harsh to dada. at that moment, i wanted to cry but i hope back my tears. at that spur of moment, i really wish a car could just run pass miiee and i'll just die like that. i couldn't stop myself from having all those negative thinkings. i doubt i have a clear mind bahh. i just couldn't control myself. really can't.
haix. don't know whenn i want to go back. don't feel like going back actually. but, i can't. haix. don't know lahh. feeling so damn sad lohh.
haix. ,don't know lahh. don't want to blog lerx. take care to all.
haix. feeling really sad. i've cried for the past three days, because of dada. some problems crop upp between the both of us and, it's a long story. just hope everything will be fine. and i seriously need time now. everything happened so fast until i couldn't get myself prepared to face it. i'm just too sad to comment on whatever things that has happened. don't wish to say
dada has been with miee in malaysia until yesterday night. we had happy days until 1st Jan 06. he went back to singapore on monday night. we had dinner with my family before sending him off. he went back with abiel, my sister's boyfriend. i said something very harsh to dada. at that moment, i wanted to cry but i hope back my tears. at that spur of moment, i really wish a car could just run pass miiee and i'll just die like that. i couldn't stop myself from having all those negative thinkings. i doubt i have a clear mind bahh. i just couldn't control myself. really can't.
haix. don't know whenn i want to go back. don't feel like going back actually. but, i can't. haix. don't know lahh. feeling so damn sad lohh.
haix. ,don't know lahh. don't want to blog lerx. take care to all.
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