Rejected?

I'm rather disappointed with NYP's SDAE ( Special Direct Admission Exercise ).
damn disappointing.
I guess the hope of getting into NYP has vanished.

now, i'm hoping RP will give me a good respond.
i don't expect anything else..
i just wanna get into school and study again.
for, i miss schooling so badly.

i feel like venting all my anger/frustration/unhappiness/disappointment/dismay, everything on my hair. feel like shaving my head. GRR! but i know my uncle won't allow. and my Prince is definitely gonna get upset. cause he'll feel that he's with a guy instead of girl. know him too well. every if he don't speak a word.

and, i'm fucking pissed with the internet here. i want to upload photos. but it's just so slow that i can't fucking do that. WTF? damn angry. i'm gonna upload them to PhotoBucket.Com and try to put them on my blog. so wilson, i'll try my best to upload the photos! =)

alright, uploading them now. probably see them tomorrow bahhs. ^^