LIBRA IS LOVE. (:

LIBRA IS LOVE. this libra i know is funny. super funny. (: damn cute. just like bev. this is not an illusion i hope.. so alike to bev.. :( miss bev so much. hais. substitute or not?? ohh my godd.

i have to stop imagining things!!! he's not bev.. he's not. i start to fall for LIBRA half a year, close to seven months ago. and hopefully, my feelings for this LIBRA won't fade. he'll be coming back. end of the year..

recently, i just found out another LIBRA has been liking me for some time.. he has been very nice to me.. taking care of me.. i clicks well with this LIBRA. and he gave me a very nice feeling.. feels very secured when he's around me.. just like when bev is around me. ohh my godd.. what should i do? the feeling is so alike.. everything is so alike.. just that he's not bev.. h's not.. that's the bad thing.. hais.. maybe i miss bev too much? this friday.. 13th july is my third month of being single.. hais.. bev will be back in december.. five more months.. but.. what should i do to this recent LIBRA?

bev, i'm missing you..

for the past three months.. i do feel lonely at times.. feel i want someone with me. after all, i've been attached for so many years.. someone has always been there with me.. when i need a hug, i have it. when i need a shoulder to lean on, it's there. when i feel sad.. someone is there to tell me everything's gonna be fine.. i yearn for hugs.. yearn for companionship. but the one i've been waiting for.. can't be here with me..

i once thought of being scandalous.. but the thought of bev stops me. i know i can't do this to bev.. but the feeling of being empty in my heart is not nice.. i wants someone with me.. i really hope.. but all of them is not bev.. none of them is bev.. though they can be so alike to bev.. but.. hais.. relationship problem is headache.. sians.

i'm feeling confused.. i need to focus. focus on just one person.. yes i need to. i may be close to guys.. but i don't wanna be a seem as a scandalous girl in their eyes.. hais.. but it's a fact that i can talk to guys better than girls.. how? steph, you should understand this.. hais.. i know whoever read this blog will be thinking.. why is kat like this now? i don't know.. maybe cause i'm missing someone too much? i don't know.. i hope the reason is just that simple.. yes i hope so..

anyways, tonight's tertiary fling at MOS. i'll be meeting a friend for dinner then go to liang court and meet upp with the rest! OHH MY GODD!! HARRY POTTER V IS OUT TOMORROW!!!!!!! i wanna watch!!!! i missed so many good shows.. no time to watch.. ad don't know who to watch with.. bev? he's not here... hais..

ohh my godd!! i'm talking to bev on msn now.. (:(:(:(:(:(:(: it has been soooo long snce i last chatted with him.. i miss chatting with him mann!!! whenever i chat with him my mouth will not close.. will be smiling all the way.. unless it's not a nice conversation lahhs. hahahhas. BEV IS THE BEST. (: i miss him dearly. (: ohh my godd!!! i've been talking to bev for an hour. which means i'm in blogger for more than an hour. now is 3:19am. i started talking to him at 2:17am. cools~ *LOVES LOVES. (:(:(:(: BRB --> TALK TO HIM FIRST!!!

ohh my godd!!!! talk to bev for almost three hours!! so happy!! watch youtube together.. funny. (: as in.. we watched the same videos lahhs. melbourne shuffle. cool right? i ask bev to learn.. then come back and teach me. lols. hehees. (: LOVES!! (: talked a lot today.. (: -HAPPY!!

bev, i'll be waiting for your melbourne shuffle. (: don't be lazy kkays. practise makes perfect!!! (:

the other LIBRA should be on his way home.. hais.. just finished clubbing. with his group members.. everyday chiong.. -.- never mind..

okays.. i'm tired.. will take some time to blog after i come home tomorrow. (: